L...TSwift and I are pretty much bff. I'll text her to let her know y'all need front row.
bbn...you are so very strong. I admire that about you. You're also a complete and total loser. See, I'm here to keep things balanced for you.
Nab...decorations look great. Lights on my balcony will be the extent of my decorating. How festive am I?
Celery...I ate lunch at the Cool Springs Atlanta Bread Company on Sunday. I just thought you should know.
We had a nice trip to Florida. Grandpa's 80th birthday was on Thanksgiving. That was very special. There was relatively no drama and it was nice to just enjoy relaxing and sunshine for a few days. Of course since I've been back it's been cloudy and ugly everyday.
Today at faculty meeting we had to do team building. Whenever we do that a collective eye roll pretty much goes up from the group. I am a little bit of a sarcastic person (anyone noticed?

) so I usually hate that stuff. Anyway, today it was really good. To be perfectly honest, I haven't slept the past 2 nights and I've had a rough 2 days. So when I was asked to write down a personal problem I'm facing I wrote about what's been bothering me. It's something that happened to me 5 years ago, and something I need to let go. When I had to write whether I thought I could conquer it I wrote no. Then I changed it and I wrote yes. Because I
think I can conquer it. Do I
know I can conquer it? Nope, not at all. It's time though. I can't do it alone. No one can do it alone. But I think I can do it.
After the meeting I just sat in my room and looked at everything around me. There were times throughout my college career that I thought I would never get to this point. Teaching is all I have ever wanted to do and that hurt. As I sat there and realized I've made it I just thought that no matter what, I am here for these kids. Even though there are days when I go home covered in bloody nose (okay, that was 2 weeks ago), or days when I have to hold a crying child and somehow convince them that everything will be okay when I don't know that, and most days I feel like I'm constantly putting out fires, I know it's worth it. So many of these kids have been through so much in their little lives. But they're so so resilient. They amaze me. As I looked around me and I thought about how far I have come I just cried. I think I needed to let that out.
I should probably stop typing before my loopiness gets me in trouble! I guess I just wanted to share. Someone should probably tell me to shut up.
