so sorry pumba, for your recent loss...

[ as your
family rallys around ...we'll be wishing for peace of mind..as
everyone struggle with this, terrible lost. ] god bless..for
better days...i jus wish..i have something that could give
you & the family...for comfort & new hope.
...if i may,i like to share....my feelings, over the years. i don't
kno why...we are blessed with lil' angels....for just a short
time...but i kno they touch our hearts..and give some of the most
strongest..feelings....between the 2 worlds, bringing forth
several connections, to our faith and our daily bread.
{ the lil' things..that makes life possible for all us}.
sometimes..i look to the stars....with wonder & awe. then i pause,
how silly our greatest..scientists' boastings. with all this talk,
about the end of the world...how silly?....because the things
we require...to sustain life...will long be gone & there will be
nothing but the spirit left....
..is it funny?..how lil' the "greatest minds"...contradict? nothing X
nothing = zero!..so "the big bang"..produced ..a rabbit out of hat?
me thinks not.
sometimes...i am anger....@ our lack..of not being able to protect
the gift of life. i'm sorry..our medical system..failed...your family.
..* " my hero"?..was a dr. in england. he went insane..trying to get
hi fellow drs., ..to "to hand wash"..before delivering...& after
"working on cadavers." such a simple..but effective measure.
..long time before i was born..my parents..loss..a beautiful,red-haired
son. though..he never made it home, he has always..been a part
of our family. my wife's..brother..suffered worst. their first born
is so severely.."damage"...having no quality of life. [ they had
genetic..testing..& both were negatively for anything..so? it's
not "hard"..to figured..out , human error. ].

. oh? i talked
to my father...about my brother?..my dad stated.."how hard the
..dr....[ general practice ]....worked...to save him." well~ what
did he actual preformed?..."he tried to revived..him by "dunking" him
in cold then warm water.

. newborns' needs are defined
by...saving their energy..for life support..and we support them
thru.."saving their heat loss- their lil'noggins." ..see ? good intentions
without..knowledge....application..was a grave loss.
you know ,pumba?..i don't why..nor can i explained..but the brother
..we loss..have been part of lives...all thru life. think..in ways...of a
guardian angel. & the most prized...possession?.....is the old tattled
....prayer..given to her , by a nun. my mother, overheard..the dr...
"we might be able..to save her..but there is no chance for the
"baby.'" yes, pumba..i was that baby. but the real "story"..isn't me..
but all those...sharing/giving their gifts.."for life". especially..the
"young..missy"..that decided....i was fun to live with,

so lil'
she knew..what lie..ahead, eh?
...investing in our children....why, oh why..our country...do not
recongize..lil'long..protect...children....will be our undoing. ...wanta
hear..a cute lil'story??? yo do?

..2004..a lil' school..in Indiana,
launched....a "balloon..with all their dreams....want~til guess who
found..it?.. 500 miles & one year later?

wt? well, thats
close! now, anytime..i can influence children..with a lil'encouragment,
is ..a fun hobby of mine. what i got back...was a card..with all
their signatures....& dear "me"..."what a surprise to receive your
"treasure box"..one year after we released our
balloons! wow!..we appricate with sincere graditude EVERYTHING
[ i am "friends" with an artist..who created...work of arts, + soap~
box..jerseys + our disney "collection"]..that you sent us. you took
alot of time [now isn't that insightful....for children so young], &
work..[ helping kids , is never work-

]...., to organize &
send all the items you did. you will always be remembered in our
prayers. God bless you ,for all you did for us, sincerely,st. roch
grade 4.
..don't...get the wrong.idea...why i'm called lil'grumpy,

,
& yes.., i'm "the awful bandit"...who stood up to some snotty &

..on our cruise. however, those that called me a "nut-
case"....are the sane?- ones..exhibiting....alot of unstability...so naive
& ignorrance..she posted.....her aggressions...and cover it with???
..calling others..names?! i also..find..it very interesting.."how
easy"..others left..out the truth. fyi, this ..."lady"..attack-yaked
me..& tried to knocked...my cameras- out of my hands. i redirected
her..by "wondering out~loud"..the reflections..she has to endure
any time, looking herself..in the mirrow, ha!..the truth!..can & does
hurt! me?..i try..to spend..as lil'time as possible..with nasty people.
we had an amazing cruise!!!!..with alot of unexpected adventures.
if i may be permitted to suggest,
never..let..those living/making misery..disrupt..your happy place!...
corrective measures & moving on..is the way to go. * note, if
you do a
disney cruise..there might be encounters...of those
that can't tell....their "space"...do not include "common grounds."
i read this all the time. iam amazed..their most common response?
was to ignored & gived in. ..@ work...we automatically....answer with
interventions..& a lil' education. next, i am amazed...how many...
"are" not telling the difference between rude/uncouth behaviors....
versus the dangerous kinds.jus this week..this in-same lady..was over
@ epcot.."callin" those taking pictures.."idiots"~~~and expressing it..
she had the right?..to grabbed their camera & throw...it 40 feet
to the ground?! ..while some may..violate..the "no picture rule"...
is not her right/s..to assault &/or destroy..property of
others? ..* these behaviors....are indicative..of a very sick
person...sooner or later...she will find...legal problems. [ actual,
after..i showed..the video..of her attack...the cast member
asked...if i wanted...to press charges. i told him "no'..because
she wasn't sucessful. "idiots"...really..who has that reflection?
clearly!
......do not let.....those with mental health..issues....deter....one
of the best..disney experience....that can be had. i can't even begin
to ..tell all the wonderful memories...that every disney cruise offer.
..oh, it is one's constitution rights..to defend self..when another..
..resort..to physical touchings......nor does it note..."females"
are excluded....* some of our most violent..pts...have taught "us"
..not ot ignore...."intrusive/aggression intentions.
..the hurricane...did alot of damages..here! blew us away!..no
electric ..for days..totaled my son's car. & made our pool a mess!
dang!..is that our pinic table...flying over the neigbor's house?