TiggersPal
<font color=teal>I am an adventurer<br><font color
- Joined
- Dec 15, 2003
- Messages
- 2,177
Hello everyone! I'm so terribly sorry I've not been posting. I was in a bad place - got the job, and I love it, but so exhausted by the time I get home, I eat whatever I want, and I WANT! I ended up gaining 6 pounds from when I made my committment!!!! (ARRGGHHH). So sad. My knee (which started the depression) wasn't helping, because I need to move to be motivated...and I just couldn't. I've been eating bad and feeling worse. So... finally last week, I decided that was it. I cannot do this to myself. I started making better choices, started the h20 again, and did something else. I bought this Dr. natura colon cleansing system. I think that's one of my stomach issues, etc. I began the program and so far, so good. I'm down 4 pounds from last week!!!! My knee has been feeling better, WEIGHT! and I think I'll be fine no MRI needed? I started walking a little more, and taking the stairs again at work...but doing so SLOWLY - I think my gung ho attitude before, actually hurt my knee because I was pushing it and not letting it REST. My sister Dianne is in town with JAckie and I visiting, and a couple of meals we did do dessert, but I've decided to ONLY do that when it's really special. My DS Dianne loves her "vacation" mode eating, but I cannot do that, and 'Get back on the horse'. Too far to go. So I've been watching the carbs (just to get clean and in a good state of mind) which for some reason it does for me.
So, I have to do this... I really feel like my life won't be the same if I cannot drop this weight. If i don't lose the 50 - I need to at least get within the Doctor's "range" and not be obese. 30 pounds over the "range" is obese. And mentally and emotionally, and spiritually I AM NOT AN OBESE PERSON!
So why am I? These are difficult questions... I think on some level I really don't buy the "I deserve to be healthy, and happy" .... which is truly sad.
We as God's children all deserve the lovely body he created for us. To be happy and love each other and ourselves. Right? So why can't I? On some level I think each of us who is over weight lost that love. For instance, I see my sister, the most joyful kind person in the world, with so much love... and she I don't think see's one nanosecond of that love I have for her! She TOTALLY DESERVES to be happy, and healthy and LOVING the life she deserves. And me too... AND ALL OF US! LET US BELIEVE THE LOVE!
Ok, my sermon for Sunday is over! Everyone have a great day! YOU TOO _ DESERVE THE LOVE! (PJ IS NOW SENDING YOU ALL HUGS)....
So, I have to do this... I really feel like my life won't be the same if I cannot drop this weight. If i don't lose the 50 - I need to at least get within the Doctor's "range" and not be obese. 30 pounds over the "range" is obese. And mentally and emotionally, and spiritually I AM NOT AN OBESE PERSON!
So why am I? These are difficult questions... I think on some level I really don't buy the "I deserve to be healthy, and happy" .... which is truly sad.
We as God's children all deserve the lovely body he created for us. To be happy and love each other and ourselves. Right? So why can't I? On some level I think each of us who is over weight lost that love. For instance, I see my sister, the most joyful kind person in the world, with so much love... and she I don't think see's one nanosecond of that love I have for her! She TOTALLY DESERVES to be happy, and healthy and LOVING the life she deserves. And me too... AND ALL OF US! LET US BELIEVE THE LOVE!
Ok, my sermon for Sunday is over! Everyone have a great day! YOU TOO _ DESERVE THE LOVE! (PJ IS NOW SENDING YOU ALL HUGS)....
