No, no, no, everybody. Stop! Think! This is ME you're talking to
(oh, and it really is me, even though it says lulu202. Lulu202 is me at work because I can't figure out how to post unless I use this other name. At home I have AOL, but for some weird reason, I'm unable to email or post this week. Like I said, weird.)--and I haven't given up caffeine!

I just stopped "the IV drip" that I was using all last week. Seriously, I was drinking coffee or coke from the minute I woke up until 7:30 at night to get me through some very long days. By the weekend I was pretty wound up (as some of you lovingly observed last Friday

). Now I'm down to my morning cup and one in the afternoon ('cause I'm still packing some pretty long days). I do need to cut that back some more because of the colonoscopy I'm going to have later in June. . .my plan is to go to green tea in the afternoons next week, drop that out the following week, and then start mixing decaf with my morning cup of regular until it's gone. I'm afraid of having to deal with the bowel prep for the c-scopy along with caffeine headaches.
I've missed you guys! Thank you for your posts. I got home last night and felt so helpless because I couldn't respond. I don't know what the problem is, DH says it has to do with us "being choked by spys"

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This is a better week--less craziness and fewer evening responsibilities other than teaching. DD has a concert (she was home yesterday btw) on Thursday, but that's the only special event. I've stuck to my "no sugar" policy and I'm happy about that. Maybe I should clarify that policy? I still have sugar in things like peanut butter and salad dressing, but I don't have jelly, candy, cookies, donuts, cake, soda or drinks w/sugar (with the exception of an occassional margarita

), baked goods like muffins and flavored bagels, and ice cream and water ice. The water ice, believe it or not, has been one of the toughest things to give up--we Philly folks like our water ice and soft pretzels in the summer.

It'll be interesting to see if I have serious cravings in a 10 days or so when Aunt Flo comes to visit, but for now, I've seen an big change in my desire to binge. It's working for me.
I'm also happy with my walking plan. I walked 4.16 yesterday and my 2 today. Exercise sure helps me to eat better.
I have the meals for today planned:
b--had my oatmeal and coffee=5
s--fresh fruit salad=1
l--egg salad on lite bread=3.5
s--grapefruit=2
fresh veggies=0
d--two chicken tacos=10
dessert--sugar-free, reduced fat Klondike bar=4
Total: 25.5/22T, 2AP, 1.5F
I'm sorry that I can't spend a lot of time WISHing here at work, but I'll try to post when I can.
Love you all,
Erin