Hello all, I'm back home in Jersey! My trip was the hardest thing I've ever done. On Wednesday, we had the Memorial Service in the funeral parlor. My nephew was in a closed casket (thank goodness), so it wasn't to bad, just very late, and hard for my young girls. The actual funeral in the church was the next morning, and was very very hard. I had my two girls with me - we got there a little early, and they were started to get wrestless, so I took them outside to play, and the hurse comes barreling up where there playing, so I had to grab them and run - then at the end of the 1 hour service, they were getting wrestless again, so I took them out to the same area, and all of the sudden, the doors open again, and there comes the casket, and I had to run again! At that point, my brother came out, and saw me, but kept walking with his son - once he was in the hurse, he came over to me, and I just threw my one arm around him (the other arm was holdiong DD1), and we both just sobbed, and I told him how sorry I was, and how unfair it was that he had to loose his baby. It was a hard, but very... rewarding... moment for me, because my brother is 20 years older than me, and we never really grew up together, though he was always around, and was always a great brother. So emotionally, it was a very hard time, and the fact that I was without DH, made it almost impossible for me. Yes, I had my parents, sister, and BIL, but its still not like having their father with you. And seeing that DD1 woke up this morning at 2am and never went back to sleep, I'm pretty beat!
As far as my WW - that went out the window! I haven't weighted it yet, I'll do that in the morning, but between pizza last night (and again tonight due to DH), waffles, bagel and lox...

I really didn't do to bad - it was florida, so we ate a lot of fruit - but I know I went over. I hope everyone else had a good week, and an even better weekend!
Together We Can Do This!
