Linda, Tracy thank you for the encouragement! I am starting to feel like I've come a long way. Still a long way to go though so have to keep pushing!!
Ran 2.75 miles for W8D2 last night. The last 1/2 mile was tough but I ran the last 1/4 at 4.6-5.5 mph. I finished out the 3.1 miles at a walk 3.75mph. It doesn't feel easy but psychologically once I 've done the distance once I psychologically know that I CAN do it so I am less likely to listen to that little voice in my head begging me to walk. I'm hoping to get to do W8D3 as outside on Saturday. I'm off this weekend and DH is home so it should be possible to sneak away during DD's nap.
W8D2: 2.75 miles in 38:08, 13.84 min/mile
Food yesterday:
B: Banana
S: FF/SF cappacino
L: hummus and pepper strips
S: Strawberries
D: pecan crusted chicken and brocolli
S: WW ice cream bar (I don't really like these that much but they are also 2 points and we are are out of skinney cow's)
Mom and G-ma are definietley not coming this weekend. I'm sad about it but I understand they have a lot going on too. When I first took this job I had anticipated seeing them about once a month between me going there and them coming here. That just hasn't worked out and it will be almost 3 months by the time I see them in late October. I miss my family a lot and it is adding to my sense that this move was a mistake. Professionally and financially it is a great oppourtunity for me but the social impications just aren't worth it. I'm thinking seriously of just down shifting my career and moving back to the Northeast to a less ideal but less intense job. I don't know,

I really can't do anything until next summer anyway so I guess I have time to think about it.
In other news, we are haveing some potty training success with DD.

I've been holding her out of school this week to work on it. I'm not too happy with her preschool so I spent some time yesterday calling around to other options. I found a well reviewed Montissori (sp?) school that will take her this year if she is potty trained. I'm going to go look at it in two weeks so keep your fingers crossed that it looks good.
Ok, that was a long post.... better get back to work Thanks for reading if you made it this far.