Jen's Journal.....Baby Steps to a new me

[toystoryduo]

Hey Jen,

Did you mention where you are staying at Disney?

 

[Blueeyes101817]

Sorry Tracy, i forgot! I am pretty sure we are going to stay at Pop Century..we havente booked anything and most likely will not until after Christmas, when there is more money available!

Right now, i am not having a good night..The boyfriend and I are over.....I dont know exactly what happened, but right now im pretty hurt and upset..so i just wanted to let you guys know in case im not around much the next couple of days

 

[kimwim8]

Call me anytime, lady.

 

[toystoryduo]

Jen,

Oh sweetie.... I am so sorry to hear that. If you need to talk or a shoulder, we are all here for you.

 

[Blueeyes101817]

Thank you Kim and Tracy-
Right now i am moving from the upset stage to the angry stage..im just really frustrated and upset as he broke up with me on the anniversary of my aunts death and right before christmas and all that...i know its not a big deal, im just hurt..
thanks for being there for me

 

[toystoryduo]

Thank you Kim and Tracy-
Right now i am moving from the upset stage to the angry stage..im just really frustrated and upset as he broke up with me on the anniversary of my aunts death and right before christmas and all that...i know its not a big deal, im just hurt..
thanks for being there for me

I'm so sorry, Jen. Maybe you should tell him how you feel. (Or did you already?) His timing is definitely not good. I am so sorry that you are going through this, Jenny Jen.

If you need anything, we're here.

 

[Blueeyes101817]

I'm so sorry, Jen. Maybe you should tell him how you feel. (Or did you already?) His timing is definitely not good. I am so sorry that you are going through this, Jenny Jen.

If you need anything, we're here.

He is still up at school apparently..His mom IMed me yetserday to see if i was coming over for Christmas and i had to tell her what happened--She has no idea what is going on with him lately either, as he is acting strange towards them too..I really do want to tell him how i feel, but i wanted to do in person so he can really tell he hurt me..i can just see him ignoring me if it was on the phone..im feeling alot better today..really moving from the "upset" to the angry..
I know things happen for a reason, its just hard ...As long as i get through Christmas day and new years eve, when i was supposed to be with him, ill be okay!

I have decided not to worry too much about eating right now as there is a ton going on..when its the "new year" iwill focus more on eating and exercising..it will give me 2 weeks to do so before student teaching starts..i already decided to bring a sandwich or something every day during student teaching so i am not tempted to munch on other options..

well, im FINALLY have tomorrow off..no babysitting or anything! Im looking forward to it! im going to try to get my cleaning done today so i dont have to worry about it tomorrow..

hope you guys ahve a great day and thanks for bweing there for me..again!

 

[toystoryduo]

Merry Christmas, Jen!

I hope you had a wonderful day with your family.

Have a great day today!

 

[Blueeyes101817]

Thanks Tracy
My christmas was nice! Its nice to just sit around and relax.
Im feeling alot better, but its goign to be a rough couple of days.hope you guys are doing good!

 

[kmp1191]

Hey Jen -
Sorry to hear about the break-up...that sucks!
Make plans with some friends....don't dwell on him...go out, have fun...you're young!!

Glad you had a relaxing Christmas!!
marie

 

[kimwim8]

Hey Jenny Jen Jen. Sorry I didn't post over the holidays. I did try to post last night but the boards just weren't diggin it....

I'm glad you had a lot of family time this Christmas. It's good to know who's there for ya...not like some JA's we know.

Enjoy your time off....relax, veg out, sleep, watch movies.........all the stuff I would do if I had time off. hahahaha

 

[Blueeyes101817]

Well, it is 4 am and i am STILL awake! It was a fun day though-My brother needed me to drive him to the repair shop so he could pick up his motorcycle..on the way there, we say a sign on the puppy bar nsaying they had rottweilers, so after he got his bike, we went to puppy barn and played with the most adorable little puppy!
After that, i did my cleaning for the day and read the longest trip report on earth (THANKS KIM)
I ended up going to my best friends house around 7pm and just got home around 3am..We had so much fun just sitting around, talking, and watching tv...Now that it is 4 am , i am thinking its bedtime..i realllly hope i am not online anytime before noon tomorrow, so if i am, ill be cranky !

I think tomorrow i am going to sit down and really thinkabout my goals for the new year..I am hoping that will help me keep focused and make it a better year ! of course, i am going to have ot post them, to help keep me accountable!

have a great night!

 

[kimwim8]

and read the longest trip report on earth (THANKS KIM)

You're welcome!!!

Yes, we need to plan another day together. I still have your CHRISTMAS PRESENTS!!!!

 

[keenercam]

Hi, Jen! I just wanted you to know I am thinking about you, sweetie. I just know that 2007 is going to hold all sorts of wonderful things for you, including the joy of graduation! Thank you for all of the support and kindness you have shared with me this year, Jen. I still say we will be very blessed if our Jenn is the kindhearted sweetheart you are. I hope you get to bring in the new year with good friends and loving family and that the new year will bring you God's most precious blessings.

 

[Blueeyes101817]

Hi everyone-

Cam-Its so nice to "hear" from you- You will do great in the marathon! Thanks for always being there!

Kim-Pick a day and I am there!
It has been a rough couple of weeks, but i am ready to put this year behind me and move on to a better 2007!
I went to my exboyfriend's house and i think i have the closure i need to stop being upset about the situation. I know tomorrow is going to be rough, since its New Years Eve and ill be alone, but after that, im looking forward to things starting to look up.

I just got off the phone with Disney and officially booked my trip. I got a great room only price with AAA, so i snatched it while i could. Now, i can pay it off bit by bit and hopefully save up for some extras.. Id love to get one of those baskets sent to the room as a surprise since its for graduation, but who knows if that will happen. I am just thrilled i am DEFINITELY going to Disney!'

Thank you ALL for being such a great support system for me this year,,its meant so much to me! Happy New Year to you all, hope 2007 is great for all of us!

 

[CJK]

I'm so sorry for being so behind in your journal. I'm also so sorry to hear about what you've been going through recently. I'm sending you lots of warm thoughts and pixie dust. It really sounds like 2007 is going to be YOUR YEAR with graduation, trip to Disney and much, much more. I've really enjoyed "meeting" you this year and loook forward to sharing our journeys together in 2007. Here's to the best year yet!!!!

 

[kmp1191]

2007 is going to be a great year for you Jen!!!
I know 2006 was rough....but you were strong through it all. Hanging w/ friends to bring the new year in is a great way to do it!! Just think of all the things you get to look forward too.....student teaching....graduation....hanging out w/ kim!! ok....so 2 out of 3 ain't bad!!!

Have a safe, fun, happy new year!!!

marie

 

[kimwim8]

ha ha ha, very funny, Marie. Jen loves coming over to my house. The kids adore her, and she can pick on my DH! What more could anyone ask for??

Hey Jen. I know you're gonna have a GREAT 2007! Oh, and don't worry about New Years Eve. If it makes you feel any better, I've been married for a long time, and we stay at home EVERY year. (guess that could be a sad look into your future - man or no man). Sorry, guess that's not too cheerful, huh? Misery loves company....

 

[Blueeyes101817]

ha ha ha, very funny, Marie. Jen loves coming over to my house. The kids adore her, and she can pick on my DH! What more could anyone ask for??

Hey Jen. I know you're gonna have a GREAT 2007! Oh, and don't worry about New Years Eve. If it makes you feel any better, I've been married for a long time, and we stay at home EVERY year. (guess that could be a sad look into your future - man or no man). Sorry, guess that's not too cheerful, huh? Misery loves company....

I do love coming to Kims but dont tell her, itll go to her head! her kids are too cute and i do pick on the husband--we al have fun when we hang out!

I better have a great 2007 or else youre in trouble! Youre gonna b e home too--good, i dont feel as bad

 

[goldcupmom]

Sorry I haven't been posting much, Jen, but I've been reading (and praying!). I'm glad you had a good Christmas & can now also look forward to DISNEY after graduation!

Don't worry about the kinder class.....you may discover hidden talents! I SWORE I'd never teach and had to fill in for a friend and LOVED it! You may be surprised!

Have a Happy, Healthy New Year!