OK I admit it I scared to try on my summer clothes and swim suit.
I agree with you. I did try on my summer stuff and it wasn't pretty

Of course 4 months ago when I booked I thought I had lots of time to loose weight

Did I

no! My sister said well you just need to be more aware. I said "I am aware...I'm eating"

At this point people will just have to love me for who I am and not what I look like.