Thanks for your prayers and good thoughts. I went to the viewing at the funeral home tonight and it was one of the hardest things I have ever done. There was a constant line of people down the block. She was well loved and will be missed by many.
Tomorrow is her funeral and the sheriff has arranged a full police burial.
I still feel as though I may shatter at any moment. The kids are at their grandparents for the night and it is giving me too much time to think. As long as I can keep busy I am all right.