In Search of My Body - Not the One I Ate... Vol. 6: Goddesses just want to have fun

Hi and Happy Monday! Reading. I will post the updated challenge chart tonight so that everyone who wants to participate can.

Off to the beach/pool club.
 
Had me, lost me. :laughing: networking, yes. But what "things" are you connecting to the internet?

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Well, since you asked... downstairs we connect the blu-ray player, the home theater PC, and another device that will stream music, like from internet radio. None of the "things" except the PC have wireless capability, so they actually have to have the physical internet wire (called cat 5, or ethernet) attached. Since our ethernet wires are all upstairs, it would have required running a wire through the ceiling and wall, and we are much better at electronics than wall patching!! :laughing:

I have more to say but no time to say it. I just hope that I get a few weeks of nothing breaking... no cats, no dryers, nothing. And wish me luck as I try out the local laundromat, tonight... :eek:
 
Cathie - good luck with your weigh in. I love the attitude of doing at least one active thing every weekend. Great idea. Do you and your beyonce hike at all? Might be another option to just walking through the malls plus the scenery is so beautiful in Colorado. Hope things with your brother get better...

We haven't done a lot of hiking, for now anyway. I've been at such a high weight for so long that I have a really hard time breathing when doing too much physical activity(I have asthma as it is) so I'v been a little scared about doing something that intensive... but! There is this little cliff edge that we spread my grandpa's ashes at (and my grandma's years and years ago) and it is the most spectacular place. The views are breathtaking, I'll post some pictures of it when I get home later. The only thing is, is that it is quite the hike to get there, and a lot of walking. We went the day after my grandpa's memorial services, and I have to say, I did a lot better getting to the spot than I thought I would. SO, I'd like to take Carlos there with me and that area will probably become a hiking area for us...there's even a creek below the cliff that you can climb down to.

So a long answer to your short question haha....we don't do a lot of hiking now, but I'd like to because I think it will be easier than originally thought.

My brother. Oy. Well he has an advisement hearing today, but I don't think we'll have an actual jail sentence for a while....and in the meantime my parents are working on bailing him out, which I'm not sure is a very good idea.....at all...but I'm not the parent here, so I guess I can't see things from their point of view. But I do know this...that if he is back in that house I am going to have to find someone else who will let me stay with them while I pay off bills....because after some of the stuff that has gone on recently. I really do not feel okay being around him. Can't wait to get my bills paid off and get my place again!! :headache:

Okay all-just got back from my weigh in, I lost 1.6 pounds :) Which definitely makes me happy! It's funny how just knowing that you've lost a little can make you FEEL thinner. Weird, I know :)
 

Hey everybody.

Got my exercise in this weekend and then some. Water ~ yeah, I feel like I am swimming. :lmao: Feeling a little lost/out of place otherwise. It will work out sometime. I'm trying not to be a Debbie Downer, so I might lurk here and there.

Later Taters
 
EE--unload on us if you need to. :hug: That is why we are here....you know, that's the whole "support" part! :lmao:

Dawn--sounds like a great experience!

Liz--OMG, I am glad you are home. I was going through withdrawal. Talk tomorrow?

I just have to say I got my period yesterday and it is kicking my a$$! I have no idea why. I mean, I can't remember the last time I was actually out for the count with cramps and pain and nausea and everything. But I went to bed last night at 8pm in tears. Seriously, it was that level of pain. And those of you who have been on this thread with me for the past 18 months--can you ever remember me saying that I was sick or in tears from pain? It just does. not. happen.

Off to take a walk (no run today...just can't). See you on the flip side.
 
Dawn - you made total sense. The very hardest, and very truest thing, I've had to learn is that I am the common denominator in my life. No one wants to hear this, and no one wants to deal with it, but it's true. It's not that every man, every boss, every friend does you wrong, it's YOU. Picking them or creating them or getting wrapped up in their drama.

Anyhoo.

Kat, you couldn't fix the dryer? Are you buying a new one? I would not have been able to survive the weekend! I would have insisted on a new dryer ASAP. But then, I probably do more laundry than you. This was one of my icons for a while. :laundy:

Paula - I so wish my other single friends were like you.

Cathie - very hard stuff, with your brother. But congrats on the weight loss!

Steph - I meant to tell you how much I loved all your vanilla and DC posts! I kept reading that to Nick - our drink! :thumbsup2

Amiee - you do what you need to do.

I'm so over this non-vacation life. SO OVER it. And I am stressed about finding a job. Ah, fudge. It's like I never left.
 
So my drama ~ he who shall remain nameless is trying to get in touch with me. I'm lonely as hell, so it's wearing me down alot. I'm not responding to him at all. He's texting and IM-ing me. I'm not even signing in now. See, what hurts me most is we were friends for years before this. Kinda made it losing two people at once. Make sense?

Add that to my work drama of my former position being filled who knows when and that means I am beat. Stressed. Exercising like crazy, so that has to be a positive. I just don't want to bring others down.
 
Dawn, I totally get Baylor and the other kids wanting people to see their scars. Before they invest any energy in bonding with someone they want the other person to know/see the thing that has driven others away. People are shallow and these kids know it. If you don't run from my scars, you're worthy. What a great environment it must have been that let them give voice to that!

It sounds like the facilities were top notch, too.

I am planning to get a new stove. A dual fuel free standing range. It will have a gas cooktop and electric convection oven. Anyone have one? Opinions? We've been in this house two years next month and while I love cooking with gas, baking with gas is awful.

Ronda
 
Let me start by saying, I've had a couple double-strength daquari's...so...if I'm not making a whole lot of sense, you'll know why! :rolleyes1

Nancy - the dog would have FREAKED me out. I always worry about those wandering dogs.

It totally DID freak me out. Usually Stephen & I ride together, but not today. I was alone and that dog made me freakin' nervous! Our friend's son (gonna be a sr. in college this year. OMG I'm old, and I digress....) anywho...our friends son came today to help us bale hay. I asked him about said dog, since it was really close to their house. He confirmed that it is really, really old. And deaf. And harmless. And constantly wandering. He too is afraid that it'll get whacked by a car...:sad2:


It's funny/sad how we women will make excuses in the beginning (when we shouldn't), and then refuse to do so later (when we should). You should give your husband of 20 years a break, not your boyfriend of 10 days. But, oh, we just don't do that! Why not?

You are SO right. Why is it that we treat those we love the most the worst? Is it simply because we CAN? That we know they will love, understand and forgive us? It's so not right to treat a complete stranger better than your own family.

Well, since you asked... downstairs we connect the blu-ray player, the home theater PC, and another device that will stream music, like from internet radio. None of the "things" except the PC have wireless capability, so they actually have to have the physical internet wire (called cat 5, or ethernet) attached. Since our ethernet wires are all upstairs, it would have required running a wire through the ceiling and wall, and we are much better at electronics than wall patching!! :laughing:

Kat, I totally GET all that :yay: Don't know how it all works, mind you, but I DO understand the concept. This is what I live with! :laughing: We have cable in every room. Bathrooms included. Computers are all wireless of course. But to me - 100% magic. I have no.clue. how it all works

Nancy - how many more critters are going to run out in front of your bike? Do you have a sign on it inviting them to run in your path or something? :rotfl2:Seriously, take care of yourself out there. The whole wild dog attacking me does scare me a bit.

I was really, honestly, wishing I had a whistle!

hope your Odessy meeting went well!


Okay all-just got back from my weigh in, I lost 1.6 pounds :) Which definitely makes me happy! It's funny how just knowing that you've lost a little can make you FEEL thinner. Weird, I know :)

:woohoo: Awesome loss, Cathie! 1.6 pounds is NOT a little. It's 6 sticks of butter (yes, I'm laughing Kelly!) GONE from your body. Nice job!

:grouphug: on the whole brother situtation


I'm trying not to be a Debbie Downer, so I might lurk here and there.

Might I just remind you, that when we are at our lowest is when we need our friends the most? Please - feel free to vent here. :grouphug:

I just have to say I got my period yesterday and it is kicking my a$$!

Could be worse. You could be pregnant. :rotfl2: (which may not be *universally* bad, but...in this case...)

So my drama ~ he who shall remain nameless is trying to get in touch with me.

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I am planning to get a new stove. A dual fuel free standing range. It will have a gas cooktop and electric convection oven. Anyone have one? Opinions? We've been in this house two years next month and while I love cooking with gas, baking with gas is awful.

OMG totally envious. I cook with gas at work (cook top & gas convection oven) but have electric at home. HATE the electric cook top. I have electric convection at home, which is fine. But I totally prefer the gas.
 
Ugh... my meeting went way longer than it was supposed to and I missed my opportunity to go to the gym for a cardio workout before they closed. Now I am tired...

Amiee - sending you hugs... :hug: Stay strong...

I am reading, but just don't have the energy to respond. I will in the AM though.

G'night all...
 
Haven't caught up - but :lovestruc to all. Will catch up tomorrow. Just brought the cats home. Hallelujah - praise the Lord - now it feels more like home. My SIL was so cute begging us to see the house before our children - she is nutso allergic to them. And that's where we were staying ths last month - with them. At first we said "no way" but they did so much for us. So they all came this weekend and we gave in and picked the boys up today. Of course they are scared in the basement right now but feels fantastic. Fantastic.

Just saying "hi" and saying :hug: to Amiee. I'm gong to PM you tomorrow Amiee. I feel like maybe I missed an IM session or I'm just lost. And want to write more to you. But I came on to tell you that I wanted you to know that I'm so sorry for all that you are going through - and that I could imagine what it is like to feel like you've lost doubly. Thinking about you and big :lovestruc to you Amiee. Debbie downer. :confused3 :laughing: - I'm smiling only because one have you met me? :lmao: and two that's what we're here for as well as weight Amiee.

And haven't read all the posts but I caught you Liz - I'm so with you with giving a break later on - having compassion. But not as much in the beginning. So loved that.
 
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Kat, you couldn't fix the dryer? Are you buying a new one? I would not have been able to survive the weekend! I would have insisted on a new dryer ASAP. But then, I probably do more laundry than you. This was one of my icons for a while. :laundy:
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I'm so over this non-vacation life. SO OVER it. And I am stressed about finding a job. Ah, fudge. It's like I never left.

I do a lot of laundry. We have the fancy-schmancy large-capacity front-loader types thanks to wedding present from in-laws, and I probably do 3-5 loads a week, which is ~5-10 of the regular-capacity kind.

I think we can fix it with a $100-200 part from an online repair place. The motor and heater and such are working when I can get the diagnostics panel to work, and the front LED lights, so we think it is the circuit board in between. It's very intermittent. I downloaded the repair manual from the 'net and we took it apart, yesterday.

So, I took the da&n wet clothes to the laundromat this evening, which was just as scary as I would have thought it would be. I think tomorrow I am going to call a rent-a-place and see if they can supply one for a few weeks while we get this one fixed...

Sorry about the return to real life. :(

Kat, I totally GET all that :yay: Don't know how it all works, mind you, but I DO understand the concept. This is what I live with! :laughing: We have cable in every room. Bathrooms included. Computers are all wireless of course. But to me - 100% magic. I have no.clue. how it all works

I don't really understand all of it, but I do know how to connect it all. I have learned a LOT about how home audio/video connections are made, over the last 6 months or so. I decided that I wasn't content to just let him do it, that I really wanted to understand what was going on. Stubborn b&&ch that I am!! :laughing:
 
I do a lot of laundry. We have the fancy-schmancy large-capacity front-loader types thanks to wedding present from in-laws, and I probably do 3-5 loads a week, which is ~5-10 of the regular-capacity kind.

I think we can fix it with a $100-200 part from an online repair place. The motor and heater and such are working when I can get the diagnostics panel to work, and the front LED lights, so we think it is the circuit board in between. It's very intermittent. I downloaded the repair manual from the 'net and we took it apart, yesterday.

So, I took the da&n wet clothes to the laundromat this evening, which was just as scary as I would have thought it would be. I think tomorrow I am going to call a rent-a-place and see if they can supply one for a few weeks while we get this one fixed...

Sorry about the return to real life. :(



I don't really understand all of it, but I do know how to connect it all. I have learned a LOT about how home audio/video connections are made, over the last 6 months or so. I decided that I wasn't content to just let him do it, that I really wanted to understand what was going on. Stubborn b&&ch that I am!! :laughing:

Wow Kat. All this fixin' would last about ten minutes for me. So impatient and so unskilled. I'm in "wow" of you. Really. Honestly.

I was just saying to Jean when I thought our TV was going - wow you used to see repair shops around to do this - now people just replace. Interesting.
 
Yesterday was a pretty good day.* We had some leftover sandwiches from the beach so I brought 2 ham and cheese for lunch.* I left early so no gym but I did take the dog for a walk before it started to rain.* Dan had wanted some cake so went and picked one up from the grocery store but I behaved and didn't eat anything other than a taste of the icing to make sure it was buttercream.*

Lunch today is some leftover pasta from the weekend.* I know, not pb&j, but since I don't mind eating cold (room temp) pasta, I really didn't want it to go to waste.* I'm still considering this as on track since it’s a reasonable portion size and it keeps me from getting junk.* I have to be sure to get to the gym at work today since it's supposed to rain all day and I won't get the dog out.

So I finally faced reality yesterday and bought some new swimwear from Land's End.* I like to wear the two piece tankinis and when I went looking for a top to wear to the beach on Sunday I discovered that all my suits were a size 14.** What was I thinking squeezing myself into those suits?!?!?* No wonder Dan thought they ooked like crap on me.* I bought those suits around the time we got married 4 years ago and 30-35lbs ago.* Land's End had a bunch of stuff on sale, but not a lot of sizes in the more on sale, but not a lot of sizes in the more popular colors, like black.* I ended up with a halter top and a regular tank top style in pink and a pair of bottoms in pink, all in size 18.* That should fit much better.* Plus, the bottoms from one of my old suits in black still fits okay somehow and I think that will go nicely with a pink top.

I'm trying hard not to look at the scale until I've got 2 weeks of eating and exercising on plan got 2 weeks of eating and exercising on plan under my belt.* I also made a spreadsheet to track which days I exercise and eat breakfast and lunch on plan.* I can't believe I have just under 11 weeks until our trip.* Realistically what positive changes (weight, size, etc) can I expect if I stick to the plan the whole time?* I'm hoping that my size 16 shorts fit more comfortably. They aren't impossible to wear right now, bu tthey are almost too tight to wear for a long period of time.* If that doesn't end up happening I'll just get some more of the old navy yoga style walking shorts.* Actually I'll probably get more of them anyway.* They are so comfy for long walks and even have pockets.*

Okay I better get back to work.* Hope everyone s having a great day.
 
So my drama ~ he who shall remain nameless is trying to get in touch with me. I'm lonely as hell, so it's wearing me down alot. I'm not responding to him at all. He's texting and IM-ing me. I'm not even signing in now. See, what hurts me most is we were friends for years before this. Kinda made it losing two people at once. Make sense?
Totally - I get it.
Add that to my work drama of my former position being filled who knows when and that means I am beat. Stressed. Exercising like crazy, so that has to be a positive. I just don't want to bring others down.
You can only bring yourself up - not us down!:hug:
Dawn, I totally get Baylor and the other kids wanting people to see their scars. Before they invest any energy in bonding with someone they want the other person to know/see the thing that has driven others away. People are shallow and these kids know it. If you don't run from my scars, you're worthy. What a great environment it must have been that let them give voice to that!
It is exactly that - they are smarter than most women in their 20's - ahemm...which I was a part of at one point!;)
It sounds like the facilities were top notch, too.
They were awesome!
I am planning to get a new stove. A dual fuel free standing range. It will have a gas cooktop and electric convection oven. Anyone have one? Opinions? We've been in this house two years next month and while I love cooking with gas, baking with gas is awful.

Ronda
That would be my ideal stove as well...maybe someday!
What was I thinking squeezing myself into those suits?!?!?*
Like me maybe - what you see in the mirror or invision yourself like is not the reality that others live in. Why can't the mirror in my head be the one that everyone else see's too? Much more convenient that way!:lmao:
Realistically what positive changes (weight, size, etc) can I expect if I stick to the plan the whole time?* I'm hoping that my size 16 shorts fit more comfortably. They aren't impossible to wear right now, bu tthey are almost too tight to wear for a long period of time.*

I think that you cold easily fit your current tight shorts much more than comfy in 11 weeks. If you figure a 2 pound weight loss each week - that would be 22 pounds and that is easily at least one size - so your current too tight shorts (which means you are probably up one size from those) is a very achievable goal!

Cathie - I did not want to miss out telling you congrats on the weight loss!

Kat - sorry about the dryer! Sounds like you have the set of my dreams! I am in laundry heck as well - a family of 5 laundry to do from a week at camp plus all the bedding we had to take! Should have gone to the laundrymat!:sad2:

Today starts USA cup soccer for Treyner. At this event is the international teams like last year - but pro scouts will be here this year since they are all graduates. Nerve racking to be sure.

I am calling up Weight Watchers today - I hope they have some special for no start up fees.

Liz - are you back on WW? For some reason I thought you had taken a break while dealing with so much stuff? Maybe I am wrong here.:confused3

I will post some pics of camp tonight hopefully. Plus I need to tell you all about the rest of the Florida trip.

Did I mention I need moving boxes because we leave for Colorado on July 31st to drop Treyner off? He is 50% packed and I am 100% frazzled. We are staying in a small cabin at a campground - cheapest thing I could find! Durango is very expensive and the Howard Johnson mid range hotels are anywhere form $150 on up to $230 for a night. Those here are about $75 - $100. I guess someone needs to tell them the economy is in a slump!:rotfl2:

Have a good day all -
Paula - hope your day is wonderful and Nancy - sorry for the spasms!
 
Just wanted to say good morning to everyone!

Made my breakfast and lunch today. :) Pretty proud of that. I have to admit, it's a little frustrating forcing myself to make time to prepare food, but really, in the end, I'm finding it's not as difficult as I've thought it was originally.

Okay so this is a little whiner and now I'M being the debbie downer so feel free to skip if you want..
My brother came home yesterday. I had no idea whatsoever. Apparently at his advisement hearing they lessened his bail from 6000 to 200 cash since the DA told them that my parents couldn't afford the bond. :headache: What are they thinking? This boy is going to run, I know it. He's on an ankle bracelet under house arrest for now, and his next hearing is the 10th of August, but I'm not even sure that that's when he'll be sentenced. How long are they going to drag this out?:confused: He didn't say one word to me all night, just walked past me whenever he needed, but didn't even look at me. Gee, if I'd stolen 800 dollars worth of stuff from someone and other things that are priceless, I couldn't look someone in the eye either, let alone anywhere near them.
 
Amiee - Of course you feel that way. How could you not? Is he trying to apologize?

OMG, so tired. No idea why. I'm heading to Philly at 1:30pm, and coming back tomorrow. And when I get back a friend arrives, staying here for days. House is not company clean. Oh, well!

Gotta run. TTYL!
 














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