I'm being silly I guess

[chirurgeon]

I have my semi annual CT scan tomorrow as a follow up to my cancer treatment. I don't know why, but last night I dreamt the cancer had come back. TWICE. The first dream woke me up. I kind of shook my self mentally and rolled over and went back to sleep. And I had another version of the dream. And another nightmare was thrown in the middle but it is of a political nature so I won't go into it. Back to the CT. I am feeling fine, no symtoms of anything. I could get some more sleep, but couldn't we all. I am not a person to put any credence in dreams, but I am a little freaked right now. As long as I don't get a frantic call from my oncologist in the next week, and wait to hear the results at my scheduled appointment a week from Monday I will be OK.

Thanks for letting me vent.

Kim

 

[NWOhioAngela]

Big hugs, Kim.

 

[Mouse Skywalker]

Best of luck Kim. It sounds like you have good reason to be stressed and anxious, and have that stress cropping up in your dreams. Hopefully everything will come out OK, and you will get no calls. All my best!

 

[BRobson]

for you Kim

It is probably just your subconscious playing with your mind I can only imagine what a weight on your mind it must be till you get test results .

Stay strong Kim - you know where we are if you need us

 

[thegreggersmom]

Dreams almost always mean the exact opposite of what they seem to or make absolutely no sense at all -- so try to relax! Tomorrow's CT is just weighing heavily on your mind so it's perfectly natural it would crop up in your dreams. Sending you a and a that everything will be fine.

 

[Cruz Family]

Hi Kim,
You are not being silly one bit. Sometimes we all let our fears get the best of us. Just think positive and keep yourself busy till you get the good new that I know is coming your way. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers (not that you will need it, but extra never hurts) and send lots of pixiedust your way.

Lots of love,
Melissa

 

[kab407]

Just a

 

[Tonya2426]

Just take a deep breath and relax. Everything is going to be fine.

 

[hideeh]

to you in your time of uneasiness. May you have peace soon!

 

[Illini Disney Guy]

Everything will be just fine. Sometimes the mind just likes to play tricks on us.

T

 

[safetymom]

I hope you hear good news soon!!! Try not to worry.

 

[chirurgeon]

Thanks everyone. It helps just getting it out to my friends. I have a feeling life is going to be busy for the next week, so that will help keep my mind off of the dreams.

Thanks again,
Kim

 

[katscradle]

Kim big hugs.
Everything will come back good.
Dreams usually are the exact opposite of what happens.

 

[OKW Lover]

Here's hoping for a good report!

 

[aGoofyMom]

from all of us here....hang in there...we went through this with our Aunt just recently...and had a pool party to celebrate life when it was all clear. We will be sending you good vibes...

 

[tlcoke]

Prayers & PD For Good News from your scan.

Stress & fears can play havoc and manifest themselves in your dreams.

 

[adsrtw]

I only imagine how on edge this makes you.

 

[SamSam]

Hang in there Kim. Sending Pixie Dust your way to calm your fears and help you through this.

 

[exwdwcm]

oh Kim- big hug!!! I am sure your nerves are getting the best of you and you know we are all praying for you and good news.

 

[DVCJones]

I am sure you will be fine. It is normal to have a little anxiety during this time.
Sending some for good news.