One of my problems is will power. I know I can learn to beat that but what holds me back is trust. Its seems that many times I start to open up to people something happens and I get very hurt. So many things have happened here lately that I'm no longer sure who is a friend or simply who can be trusted to become a friend. I'm not sure what I hope to accomplish with my ramblings I would just like to join and not get hurt.
Beccy
Beccy