Oh my gosh, I am totally overwhelmed with all your

and

and well wishes, not that I should be suprised because this is what we do so well around here, thankyou to all

I have just come in from a night out with a good friend and I may be starting to turn this thing around psychologically, this could be the best thing that ever happened to me. I have a million good ideas about a business I could start myself, except I have had no work experience since I was 22 really. My first love is Disney (isn't everybodys around here) and I was wondering how to use this to my best advantage. I could try selling itinerary planning to people except I know there are people out there (Simon Veness/ TGM) who are local to Orlando and have more experience to than me. I though about a Orlando trip advisory service, from booking flights to ADRS except that would really be taking what we learn on the DIS and selling it somehow that doesn't sit right as they could get the info for free. My ideal job in the world, guest relations at the MK, never gonna happen with 3 kids and a DH to reluctantly relocate

Which made me think, is there a market closer to home? What about Chessington/ Alton Towers/ Thorpe park? Could I apply the same sort of principles to our parks at home? This may have promise.
Anyway to stop my rambling, I think it may not be the end of the world, I may come up with the most brilliant idea this side of Mickey Mouse yet, if I do of course you will be my guinea pigs, I couldn't think of more loyal (and most importantly) and honest people to bounce it around with. I want to thank you for all your support so far, I will somehow survive another day and I will be the female Bill Gates

Most important thing:my Disney trips are paid for outright and are non-refundable so to h**l with the rest of the world, I'm going anyway and it will be even more precious because of whats happening. Somehow I will breathe in everything around me that little bit more and share that special time with my family and forget about the rest of the world. I will keep you posted ( sorry but I will need to vent somewhere) and hope that tomorrow brings some sunshine and promise to all,
Goodnight and pixie dust,
Claire xx