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This is an "article" I found when we lost our son, he was born still. It definately rings true, and I thought you might find it useful.
To Our Family and Friends
Moms talk about what helped and what didn't after their losses
What helped:
"It was helpful when people asked me what happened, what was wrong with the baby and what we'd been through. I needed to talk about it."
"Simply asking, 'How are you doing?' and offering a shoulder to cry on."
"People being brave enough to drop in and say hello how are you, or calling on the phone, just not being afraid to talk to me."
"My doctor crying with my husband and me."
"Receiving, from my husband, a remembrance present in honour of my daughter every Christmas."
"It helped me when people cried with me. Some thought it might upset me more to see them cry, but it didn't. It let me see that I was not alone in my grief."
"It was, and still is, helpful when people send 'thinking of you' cards."
"My father telling me that he loves me no matter what."
"My mother phones me every year on my daughter's birthday to see how I am doing and what I did that day to celebrate my daughter's short existence in our lives."
"I appreciated it when people took the time to ask my husband how he was doing. Often people would forget that he lost a baby, too."
It was helpful when people brought us dinners that we just had to be put in the oven. They didn't ask what we wanted to eat, they just brought food we could easily make, sometimes it was even left on the porch."
"It was helpful when people just gave me a break and didn't expect me to be as on top of things as I usually was ... when they didn't get mad when I couldn't commit to engagements."
"It helped me when someone just said 'I am very sorry. I don't know what to say.' I felt it that was a very honest comment."
"When someone sent flowers."
"I am always so touched when someone remembers the anniversary."
"What would be incredibly helpful would be for my husband to say something, anything, to let me know I am not the only one who remembers."
"I work in a very large office, where just about everybody knew of my circumstances. On my first day back at work, I was heartsick, to say the least. One of the male attorneys in my office came up to me while I was sitting in my chair - obviously not knowing what to say - he bent down, kissed me on top of the head and walked away. That simple gesture meant the world to me - and I will never forget it. My best advice would be - when in doubt, a hug or simple touch can work wonders."
"It is wonderful when nearly three months later people still ask me how I am doing. It makes me feel like they haven't forgotten!"
Telling my church and allowing myself to receive their support and kindness was a huge healing.
What Didn't Help:
"Continuously being asked why my baby developed with this defect, almost to the point where it felt like I was being interrogated. Things like 'Well, what did you do during your pregnancy to cause it?' or 'Were you taking drugs or not eating right?' After a while I felt as though I had to defend myself, or somehow prove that what had happened to my baby was not my fault."
"My mother-in-law saying, in an irritated tone, 'Well, we don't have anyone on our side of the family with these problems.' I felt as if she had placed all the blame on me."
"When a woman loses a child, especially because of a serious defect, the first thing she feels besides sadness is guilt. Unfortunately, anything you say to her or questions you ask that could possibly seem like blaming her for this tragedy will cause her to feel that guilt even more acutely. Don't think for one minute that she has not racked her brain trying to find the reason for it already."
"Comments like 'You will have another chance,' 'It was God's will,' 'You can try again,' 'At least you were able to get pregnant' or 'At least you have other children.' I wanted this child."
"It did not help when people said nothing to me about my loss. They may have said nothing because they didn't know what to say, but it made me feel like they were denying that my baby ever existed."
"Not being acknowledged as a mother on Mother's Day. I have carried and lost three children (two AHCs and a miscarriage). Have I not earned the right to be called mother?"
"Saying they knew how I felt when they haven't been through this."
"Wanting to talk about my daughter and my experience to family or friends and having the subject changed immediately to a more 'safe' subject."
"Telling me 'God never gives us more than we can handle.'"
"Saying, 'it's time to move on,' or, 'are you ever going to put this behind you?'"
"One of the hardest things to deal with is those who think they know what is best for us and/or the baby. How do they know what was better? Had they felt her constant kicking? Had they seen her moving around on the sonogram? Had they carried her for 22 weeks?
"I had a "friend" who was angry that we did not tell her what happened right away. She felt she was entitled to know what was happening with us. After I broke down and told her, she acted as though she were truly sorry. After we became pregnant with our second child, I found out she told a mutual friend that she did not know why we bothered to become pregnant again being that I could not have the last one. As if it was my fault, that I did something wrong in order to cause this terrible disease. I would not wish this on my worst enemy. I have to forgive her though, for she knows not what she does."
"After my loss, someone said to me "One positive thing to think about is that so many other people have been through this same thing and survived, so you will too" that really didn't help the healing process (even though there is truth in the statement)."
"People saying we should stop trying to have children, that they felt this was a sign that we were not meant to have more children."
"Being told, 'What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger.' It's horribly inappropriate."
To Our Family and Friends
Moms talk about what helped and what didn't after their losses
What helped:
"It was helpful when people asked me what happened, what was wrong with the baby and what we'd been through. I needed to talk about it."
"Simply asking, 'How are you doing?' and offering a shoulder to cry on."
"People being brave enough to drop in and say hello how are you, or calling on the phone, just not being afraid to talk to me."
"My doctor crying with my husband and me."
"Receiving, from my husband, a remembrance present in honour of my daughter every Christmas."
"It helped me when people cried with me. Some thought it might upset me more to see them cry, but it didn't. It let me see that I was not alone in my grief."
"It was, and still is, helpful when people send 'thinking of you' cards."
"My father telling me that he loves me no matter what."
"My mother phones me every year on my daughter's birthday to see how I am doing and what I did that day to celebrate my daughter's short existence in our lives."
"I appreciated it when people took the time to ask my husband how he was doing. Often people would forget that he lost a baby, too."
It was helpful when people brought us dinners that we just had to be put in the oven. They didn't ask what we wanted to eat, they just brought food we could easily make, sometimes it was even left on the porch."
"It was helpful when people just gave me a break and didn't expect me to be as on top of things as I usually was ... when they didn't get mad when I couldn't commit to engagements."
"It helped me when someone just said 'I am very sorry. I don't know what to say.' I felt it that was a very honest comment."
"When someone sent flowers."
"I am always so touched when someone remembers the anniversary."
"What would be incredibly helpful would be for my husband to say something, anything, to let me know I am not the only one who remembers."
"I work in a very large office, where just about everybody knew of my circumstances. On my first day back at work, I was heartsick, to say the least. One of the male attorneys in my office came up to me while I was sitting in my chair - obviously not knowing what to say - he bent down, kissed me on top of the head and walked away. That simple gesture meant the world to me - and I will never forget it. My best advice would be - when in doubt, a hug or simple touch can work wonders."
"It is wonderful when nearly three months later people still ask me how I am doing. It makes me feel like they haven't forgotten!"
Telling my church and allowing myself to receive their support and kindness was a huge healing.
What Didn't Help:
"Continuously being asked why my baby developed with this defect, almost to the point where it felt like I was being interrogated. Things like 'Well, what did you do during your pregnancy to cause it?' or 'Were you taking drugs or not eating right?' After a while I felt as though I had to defend myself, or somehow prove that what had happened to my baby was not my fault."
"My mother-in-law saying, in an irritated tone, 'Well, we don't have anyone on our side of the family with these problems.' I felt as if she had placed all the blame on me."
"When a woman loses a child, especially because of a serious defect, the first thing she feels besides sadness is guilt. Unfortunately, anything you say to her or questions you ask that could possibly seem like blaming her for this tragedy will cause her to feel that guilt even more acutely. Don't think for one minute that she has not racked her brain trying to find the reason for it already."
"Comments like 'You will have another chance,' 'It was God's will,' 'You can try again,' 'At least you were able to get pregnant' or 'At least you have other children.' I wanted this child."
"It did not help when people said nothing to me about my loss. They may have said nothing because they didn't know what to say, but it made me feel like they were denying that my baby ever existed."
"Not being acknowledged as a mother on Mother's Day. I have carried and lost three children (two AHCs and a miscarriage). Have I not earned the right to be called mother?"
"Saying they knew how I felt when they haven't been through this."
"Wanting to talk about my daughter and my experience to family or friends and having the subject changed immediately to a more 'safe' subject."
"Telling me 'God never gives us more than we can handle.'"
"Saying, 'it's time to move on,' or, 'are you ever going to put this behind you?'"
"One of the hardest things to deal with is those who think they know what is best for us and/or the baby. How do they know what was better? Had they felt her constant kicking? Had they seen her moving around on the sonogram? Had they carried her for 22 weeks?
"I had a "friend" who was angry that we did not tell her what happened right away. She felt she was entitled to know what was happening with us. After I broke down and told her, she acted as though she were truly sorry. After we became pregnant with our second child, I found out she told a mutual friend that she did not know why we bothered to become pregnant again being that I could not have the last one. As if it was my fault, that I did something wrong in order to cause this terrible disease. I would not wish this on my worst enemy. I have to forgive her though, for she knows not what she does."
"After my loss, someone said to me "One positive thing to think about is that so many other people have been through this same thing and survived, so you will too" that really didn't help the healing process (even though there is truth in the statement)."
"People saying we should stop trying to have children, that they felt this was a sign that we were not meant to have more children."
"Being told, 'What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger.' It's horribly inappropriate."
