goofeygirl
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32 days as of today...
It is starting to hit me...nerves...the worries...mostly of the marathon part (I am doing the Dopey challenge).
Last night I had a dream...perhaps a nightmare...I was doing the 5k and decided that I didn't want to do it so I went back to my room...then the 10k the same thing...I started the half and jogged a few steps when I decided I didn't want to do anymore so I went back to my room...okay so now its Sunday (remember this is a dream I had last night) and we are standing there getting ready to go for the full and it suddenly occurred to me that I was a quitter! That I had given up on myself and walked away from the other three races for no good reason and I got soooo depressed and I was sooo disappointed in myself...I wanted to cry--in my sleep!
To make matters worse in this dream, I wanted to put on a Minnie costume but realized I left all my costumes at home and so all this planning to wear a certain costume for a certain race was nil and void!
I look around and see my cousin (who is signed up for the 5k race but nothing else) and she somehow completed all the races I should have and I am jealous that she did that and I just went back to my room.
Weird.
It is starting to hit me...nerves...the worries...mostly of the marathon part (I am doing the Dopey challenge).
Last night I had a dream...perhaps a nightmare...I was doing the 5k and decided that I didn't want to do it so I went back to my room...then the 10k the same thing...I started the half and jogged a few steps when I decided I didn't want to do anymore so I went back to my room...okay so now its Sunday (remember this is a dream I had last night) and we are standing there getting ready to go for the full and it suddenly occurred to me that I was a quitter! That I had given up on myself and walked away from the other three races for no good reason and I got soooo depressed and I was sooo disappointed in myself...I wanted to cry--in my sleep!
To make matters worse in this dream, I wanted to put on a Minnie costume but realized I left all my costumes at home and so all this planning to wear a certain costume for a certain race was nil and void!
I look around and see my cousin (who is signed up for the 5k race but nothing else) and she somehow completed all the races I should have and I am jealous that she did that and I just went back to my room.
Weird.

And to say that the fact that I'm doing the 5K and the Half is freaking me out about the Half would be understating it! 
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