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[2HOT2touch]

Have you ever had such a bad day or week or whatever that you just feel like you need a new life. Right now I am just so sick of my life, not to mention just sick in general. I have had the worst like 2 weeks, and every little thing is either pissing me off to no end or i just feel like I need to cry. But I can't talk to anyone because I dont like burdoning other people with my probelms, hence the rant on an online forum. I have the WORST headache in the world that I have had for over a week and I was given migrane medicine that just makes my headache worse. and my entire body is just worn out and in pain. And all I have wanted to do is sleep. I also have to stay up here in CT for all of thanksgiving break and my mom is only going to be here for less than four days. I just want to go home, to the warm weather and nice people. I also just found out that my cousin might have cancer, she went into get tests done today, so Im freaking out about that. and there is other stuff But i really dont feel like typing it all because im not sure if any of this even makes sense. But basically I really need to get out of here and go to disney. or just start a new life, change my name, my family, everything.

but yea, sorry about that. if you read the whole thing im sorry it didnt really have a purpose and probaby didnt make any sense.

 

[STOPxmickeytime]

I'm really sorry.
I've felt like that, too.
But just remember, it always gets better.

 

[Rockstar mentality]

have u talked 2 a docter. im not trying to stress you out any more then u are but u may have a case of depression

 

[::Snow_White::]

I feel like that. Alot.
Last week was the most recent.
I hate the town. The people. The school. The opportunities where I live.
Nobody understands and everything someone says ticks me off.
And I was also really sick at the time. Headaches.
My family wasn't bad but they would annoy me.
I would just lie in bed and think about what life would be like if I didn't live here.
If I wasn't Kayla.

I don't feel exactly that way right now.
I still hate the town, people, school and oppurtunities in my town. The hate for that will never change.
But as for the friends and the family and things. I always get over those.

And that is not depression in my book. If you were my friend in RL and talked to me in person and knew me you would know I wasn't depressed. My friend feels the exact same way.

I'm sorry. =(
I hope everything gets better.

 

[2HOT2touch]

they think i have lime disease
but i probably am a little depressed. but im not going to kill myself or anything, I just cant handle where I am right now, its just too much

 

[Rockstar mentality]

thats good that you wont do anything drastic. most people can deal with it but other people cant.

 

[2HOT2touch]

im bored. anyone wanna talk? i promise I wont be all depressed. my aim sn is i like ur boy xo.