CrazyChik
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I'm hazzi, i guess i'm a bit of a contradiction.
Generally i'm nice. I'm quite shy especially if i think you're better than me, i think it comes off as snobby and ignorant though. I've started to care less and less about what people think of me. In some situations i can be very loud, confident, cheeky, just generally hyper and a good laugh. In other situations i can be very quiet to the point where i may as well be invisible(trust me i'm probably wishing i was), and self-consious. In other situations I can be confident, mature and i can make myself sound clever. I'm always brutally honest and i can come off as a total *****. I'm manipulative. If i have to change the way i act to get what i want or make me the best i will do it. I can wrap people around my little finger. I get angry very easily and i lash out in extreme cases. At the same time violence petrifies me. I'll happily play fight with my friends because they'd never hurt me. I jump about a mile when someone raises a hand at me, i flinch if you pretend to throw things at me. I get annoyed because people find it funny to do this to me to watch my reactions. Would i have such bad ones if i didn't mind it? I sat on a bus shaking like a leaf because this man tried to grab my wrist in paris once. Mmmhhmm someone tries to grab my wrist and i sit on a bus shaking uncontrolably, scared out of my mind creating all different scenarios in my head. I'm very impatient. I'm really senstive and emotional. I'm a good of example of someone who can dish it out but can't take it. I will never cry infront of people. I hate my appearance. My thighs are too big, i hate my eyebrows, i have acne and i just generally hate my face. I can't take compliments on my appearance. I always thing the person is being mean and sarcastic. I hate being called aneroxic but at the same time i live for it. I have like the perfect family life to my friends. I'm not so sure. So i have a mum and dad who live together. That makes it perfect does it? I question things a lot. I over-think things. Sometimes i naturally just take charge of group projects. I can work in a team but i prefer to be indepent for most things. I put myself down a lot.
I don't know i'm just all over the place.
A short insight into the world of hazzi
xD
Generally i'm nice. I'm quite shy especially if i think you're better than me, i think it comes off as snobby and ignorant though. I've started to care less and less about what people think of me. In some situations i can be very loud, confident, cheeky, just generally hyper and a good laugh. In other situations i can be very quiet to the point where i may as well be invisible(trust me i'm probably wishing i was), and self-consious. In other situations I can be confident, mature and i can make myself sound clever. I'm always brutally honest and i can come off as a total *****. I'm manipulative. If i have to change the way i act to get what i want or make me the best i will do it. I can wrap people around my little finger. I get angry very easily and i lash out in extreme cases. At the same time violence petrifies me. I'll happily play fight with my friends because they'd never hurt me. I jump about a mile when someone raises a hand at me, i flinch if you pretend to throw things at me. I get annoyed because people find it funny to do this to me to watch my reactions. Would i have such bad ones if i didn't mind it? I sat on a bus shaking like a leaf because this man tried to grab my wrist in paris once. Mmmhhmm someone tries to grab my wrist and i sit on a bus shaking uncontrolably, scared out of my mind creating all different scenarios in my head. I'm very impatient. I'm really senstive and emotional. I'm a good of example of someone who can dish it out but can't take it. I will never cry infront of people. I hate my appearance. My thighs are too big, i hate my eyebrows, i have acne and i just generally hate my face. I can't take compliments on my appearance. I always thing the person is being mean and sarcastic. I hate being called aneroxic but at the same time i live for it. I have like the perfect family life to my friends. I'm not so sure. So i have a mum and dad who live together. That makes it perfect does it? I question things a lot. I over-think things. Sometimes i naturally just take charge of group projects. I can work in a team but i prefer to be indepent for most things. I put myself down a lot.
I don't know i'm just all over the place.
A short insight into the world of hazzi
xD

O.K. my name is Elizabeth but pleaze call me Eli or I will shoot you.
I am a loud mouth talkative type of kid who always is getting yelled at by my teachers to shut up. I don't know why I do it but I just luv to talk and maybe I don't like listening to my teachers.
That is my boring self in a nut shell. Stayed tuned for more as my life has only just begun.