I'm sorry that your husband is not well. Its so understandable that your life and the things you used to do are not the same. Its nice to be able to come to the DIS and "see " old friends. So,when life allows it,drop in and let us know how you're doing.
Its funny,when I saw your thread,I thought "hey,I know her!" I don't get on these boards half of what I used to. (I'm running a dog daycare now and LOVING IT!!) So,its so nice to see a familiar name from the "old days".
keep your spirits up!
CJ(Airhead)