And to top it all off, everyone just kinda acts like its all me that I am frustrated and kinda resentful right now. Trying to get into that happy place groove...I keep reminding myself that I can do it but geez, how many days lately I have wanted to go back to bed and just stay there!
I am right there with you ... Mine hasn't been a bad week, it has been a bad 2 months!
Started with me returning to work at the end of Jan. and being OVERWHELMED ... spending 12 hour days for over a week just to get on my 2 feet. 2 days before I go back to work, I get a call from my mom that my dad is having chest pains and was taken to the hospital where he stayed for 3 days. Determined that it was his gallbladder.
Then, the second weekend into work, I HAVE A GALLBLADDER attack. Go to the ER and find out that I have to have my gallbladder taken out (have pushed this back to my spring break so that I don't have to take as many days off work).
... the saga continues ... my mother calls on week 3 to tell me she went to the hospital because she fell and found out her arm is broke. They send her home to get a surgical consultation. (Did I tell you that I am the only child that lives close by???)
After taking off work to go to the doctor's appt. with my mother we find out that she does NOT need surgery IF she is VERY careful and keeps her arm in a sling .... HOWEVER .... my mother thinks it is OK to sneak off gambling one day!
I then have a HUGE fight with her (completely loosing it) telling her that she is very selfish to do this knowing that it is ME who has to "help her" if something would happen to her.
I email me siblings to tell them that they need to call mom every week since I am currently not talking to her ... and I need to cool off ... and am informed by my sister, who lives in England, that she doesn't have to "do what I ask". So, I hang up on her and am now not talking to her!
So, besides taking care of my own family, working full-time and dealing with my aging parents, I have had it.
I am, however, very thankful for a wonderful husband who steps up to the plate whenever I need him.
Sorry to vent and thanks for listening .... but it has been a LONG two months!