I just got into an argument/semi-fight with my friend.

I feel awful now.
I'm tired of always speaking my feelings and then people accusing that it's not true and making me feel bad for speaking my feelings.
My 2 ex-best friends did it to me, aswell.
I just dont understand.
I'm to quiet, nobody listens to me, nobody hears me, i get eye rolls and whatevers, i feel insecure, etc. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS FEELING.
My mom wants to move within the next year, and I'm so happy. I'm tired of these people I call my friends who just make me feel like crap every other day or week.
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