Hi all i'm here Beth I just noticed the PM, and will read it right away. The other news I got a call at 5:30 AM Saturday from my dad. My grandpa who is STILL in the hospital has double penumonia (sp) again, and said his leg hurt him bad well they found 2 big blood clots in the arteries to his lungs. They have to get him strong enough to shrink the clots with meds. If fhey move into his lungs, or heart it's not good I can't bring myself to type out the word it's just bad. I have been crying for 2 days now, and now I caught my kids cold, so I am just at break point. I'm still going on the trip it's all paid for already, and I need some magic now more than anything. Sorry to be a downer ladies just needed to let it out.