I am not afraid to share.
I am not happy about my weight, I am 5'11 tall and I am a plus size woman, always was. The odd thing is though is that when I look back when I was 16, I could not beleive how skinny I looked in videos or in pictures.
I know I gained alot of weight after 9/11 due to stress and I have yoyo'd back and forth.
But now since I want to have children within the next few years I want to be at a healthier weight.
Also and there may be others who feel the same way but won't admit it. I am single. I had boyfriends and have "dated" men. Who were very nice but after a few months they just weren't interested in me anymore.
I started to get a complex and think what I am doing wrong because I was always the one wanting more and they didn't. So I called them and emailed a few of them up and asked what the real reason was, be honest and don't give me its me not you. Each of them said I was great and they enjoyed being with me BUT I wasn't thin enough for them.
So I decided to join a gym and see what happens. I haven't stopped eating what I enjoy but I don't drink soda or much alcohol. I cut out alot of breads and eat salads and more healthier things. BUT I also work out for at least an hour 5 days a week. I weighed myself when I began my journey which was a week ago and I will only weigh myself again in 2 weeks.
My goal is to be 2 sizes smaller by Halloween. I am not really looking at the scale as much as how my clothes fit me or don't fit me