SHAYMARAYSMOM
<font color=red>Mickey is my first true love<br><i
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I need a hug from my Freap friends. This morning I had to take my girl dog Stella in to the vet and have her put to sleep. She has been frail for about 3 months and Saturday her back legs just stopped working. DH had to carry her out (75 lbs.!) to pee all day Sunday, then bring her back inside. She just laid and slept and occasionally let out a wimper. I should have taken her in the ER Sunday, but I wanted to wait for our vet. When he injected her and I was crying, he started to cry, too.
I ran errands afterward to try to distract myself, got some stuff accomplished, but had to finally come home...the house seemed very empty, even though I still have two very large dogs. I am very sad...![]()
I am so sorry. I send you a lot of

...but no)
Thank you!
)- not sure if JD makes her as happy as he makes me though
We'll probably get one this summer but I'm in no hurry. It does seem so strange and quiet around here without Ellie and now, we don't even know that a raccoon has gotten into the garbage until we go out on the porch the next morning and find the disaster.
Also I think about her every time I hear an ambulance or firetruck because she used to run out her doggie door and "sing" along with the siren. OOOOOOOOH-OOOOOOOOOOH-you know that bark that only a beagle can do.
It was racoons outside but I was ready to choke him. Now, I'm so sleepy....
