AllisonY2K
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Today, just like yesterday and perhaps the day before, I quit more games of fireworks than I played completely.
I think I am obsessed with getting to 280K for the green car. Tonight I got to 276K, but I digress.
I have a sheet here that lists a good score to have at the end of each level in order to make it to 280K. At the end of each round, if I am not at or above that score (or within 1K of it), I'll quit the game. No "I'll just go for 240K then". No "well this will be good practice". I just quit the game, go back to the lobby, and join another game to try it all over again.
Let's see, one time I quit during round 1 because I missed 2 fireworks in a row. another time I quit because I scored 42K, instead of being around 44,5K. Um, another time I quit round 2 because I hit the wrong key and instead of going ahead a firework I went back a firework and scored "ok" on a few where I should have got a 'flawless' so I quit the game then.
Sometimes I'll stick it out to the half way point. If I don't have 144,5K by the end of round 3, I'll quit the game. Some times I'll have 143K. Usually then is when I just give up on the game and just go for 240K instead of quitting.
I tell ya, quitting because of a screw up is taxing!! I'll curse myself or start talking down to (or insulting) myself because I missed a few easy fireworks. The term 'idiot' will be tossed around a few times as I curse my screw ups.
If/when I do stick it out, if I am around 206K at the end of round 4 I know I won't get close to 280K so I just aim for 240K and stop once I get that far. The only time I try to 'go for the gold' (so to speak) is if I finish the round (4) above 210K. part of me thinks that I still have a chance at that point, although the best I've done is in the 275-276K range.
so to make a looooong story short and personal:
Does anyone else get cursed by their perfectionism and the game fireworks?!
(I even take medication to be more relaxed and laid back! maybe it's time to up the dosage..lol)
p.s. don't ever tell a perfectionist to try and get 'flawless' as much as possible because we'll go crazy trying to!
I think I am obsessed with getting to 280K for the green car. Tonight I got to 276K, but I digress.
I have a sheet here that lists a good score to have at the end of each level in order to make it to 280K. At the end of each round, if I am not at or above that score (or within 1K of it), I'll quit the game. No "I'll just go for 240K then". No "well this will be good practice". I just quit the game, go back to the lobby, and join another game to try it all over again.
Let's see, one time I quit during round 1 because I missed 2 fireworks in a row. another time I quit because I scored 42K, instead of being around 44,5K. Um, another time I quit round 2 because I hit the wrong key and instead of going ahead a firework I went back a firework and scored "ok" on a few where I should have got a 'flawless' so I quit the game then.
Sometimes I'll stick it out to the half way point. If I don't have 144,5K by the end of round 3, I'll quit the game. Some times I'll have 143K. Usually then is when I just give up on the game and just go for 240K instead of quitting.
I tell ya, quitting because of a screw up is taxing!! I'll curse myself or start talking down to (or insulting) myself because I missed a few easy fireworks. The term 'idiot' will be tossed around a few times as I curse my screw ups.
If/when I do stick it out, if I am around 206K at the end of round 4 I know I won't get close to 280K so I just aim for 240K and stop once I get that far. The only time I try to 'go for the gold' (so to speak) is if I finish the round (4) above 210K. part of me thinks that I still have a chance at that point, although the best I've done is in the 275-276K range.
so to make a looooong story short and personal:
Does anyone else get cursed by their perfectionism and the game fireworks?!
(I even take medication to be more relaxed and laid back! maybe it's time to up the dosage..lol)
p.s. don't ever tell a perfectionist to try and get 'flawless' as much as possible because we'll go crazy trying to!
