finding a new me.

[firecracker]

After getting to the 30 pound mark, I'm finally starting to see the new me. I've got much more definition in my face and my chins are gone. Whenever I see myself in the mirror, I keep thinking, "Man, I look thin!" I'm not boasting...it's just such a shock!

I had literally given up for 8 long years, completely resigned to being fat for the rest of my days. I cannot even tell you how great I'm beginning to feel about the new me. I'm no longer even tempted to stray from my plan or cheat. Although exercise is still difficult, the high I feel after I'm done makes it soooo worth it! Before July 1st, I didn't even care....sure, I wanted to be thin, be able to cross my legs, not be the biggest person in our circle of friends, etc. but I wasn't willing (yet) to do what it took to get there. NOW I'm on my way!

I teach at a high school and my favorite student, Evan, shouted before his whole class the other day, "man, Profe, you're getting so skinny! You're so hott!" Even though it was completely inappropriate for the setting, I can't tell you how much that did for my self-esteem--a self-esteem that has been virtually non-existant (or at least repressed) for 8 years. He later wrote, "I love you, Profe...I hope you're having a great day" in my lesson plan book. He has no idea what a boost he gave me!

I don't know why I'm feeling so emotional about all of this tonight, but I just thought I'd share my recent journey. I still have 30 pounds to go, but I am so grateful to God for each day I have, for my great husband who's so supportive, and for this board. There just are sufficient words....

Sorry to blabber on and on....thanks for listening.

Carmen

 

[ead79]

How wonderful! You're making terrific progress, and even seeing the results. Keep up the FABULOUS work!

 

[DoeWDW]

I have tears in my eyes reading your story!! I am so happy for you because you are now seeing the results, and because you are starting to see the new and healthier you inside being revealed to the world!

Congratulations on making it this far!! These kinds of compliments and self-confidence boosts will probably become more frequent as your journey continues - what great rewards for loving yourself by eating healthy food!!

 

[plutosmyfav]

Carmen,

That's a beautiful post.

No that's not boasting at all, that's being good to yourself and acknowledging your accomplishments and being happy with your body. Every woman needs more of that.

 

[catherine]

WOW!! I just love WISH. It is posts like yours firecracker that inspire me to keep going in the right direction. You should be so proud of yourself.

 

[addicted_to_WDW]

Very inspiring post!

 

[JustMe28]

Carmen,

Your post was wonderful. It's great that you are seeing results and are feeling so happy & content with yourself. I am teary-eyed from reading what you said. It must have felt so wonderful when you got a compliment like that. It sounds like you're not only beautiful on the outside, but are incredibly beautiful on the inside. Congratulations on losing the weight and caring once again. What a wonderful thing. Thank-you for sharing.

 

[Beanie]

I agree, definitely an inspiring post!! I feel the same way too!~ Once I hit the 30 pound mark, I definitely saw the changes in myself as well as others! It is a great feeling, isn't it? I just love the WISH Board and I love to read these kinds of posts! Truly a wonderful accomplishment!

 

[MelanieC]

Good for you Firecracker! I bet you were floating on cloud nine. You have done such a great job, and its only going to get better.

Keep up the great work.

Melanie

 

[mowsie dreamer]

What a beautiful post, Carmen. I, too, have tears in my eyes after reading it. How wonderful that must have felt when your student complimented you. And I would imagine, even sweeter for having come from such an unexpected source. Teenagers are often so wrapped up in their own lives that they don't always notice those around them. For your student to compliment you, that shows what a difference your efforts have made!!

You're 1/2 way to Goal!!! Congratulations on your accomplishments!! With your fantastic attitute, I think we will be seeing many more along the way!!

 

[nativetxn]

What an ego boost. Thank you, Evan.

You're doing great. I'm so glad that you are here with us on WISH

 

[Mom of Sleepy Bashful and BabyDoc]

Beautiful post. Here I am....I can't sleep....so I come to WISH to read a little bit and find your post.

So much of that is how I felt. Almost totally gave up. Thought I would be like this forever. Now I know it is just a matter of time. My plan will work. I just have to stick to it. No matter how long it takes.

Thanks Firecracker!