Hey everyone.........well, I can't say that I am better, but I am definitley trying. I have been talking to a lot of people and talking on here and it's helping. I love that there are people willing to listen and give advice. It means a lot to me. I'm just trying to cope and move on. I mean I don't see what else to do. I can't keep hope when it seems as if there is none in his heart.....since he said that he doesn't think he'll change his feelings. It's just so overbearing and unbelievable that all of this happened within a couple days. It's amazing how one minute things are fine (or atleast you think they are) and the next....it's gone. The saying is true that you don't realize what you had until it's gone.....I don't know.....i'm rambling....but that's all i can do right now i guess.