WTH Was I THINKING?
WARNING - Major whine fear post ahead!
This morning I woke up to Jan 5, wet, warmish (in the upper 30's no snow coming down!) BUT - TODAY is the DAY that Discovery Health and Ballys Fitness begins their annual FREE BALLYS PASS - 8 weeks!!

I am going to run on a treadmill today!!
I get some clothes on, I need to try on shorts - which shorts to run in... I should also try running with a full fanny packed with camera, cell phone, goo, beans, washcloth, ipod, kleenex, money... - have the right socks, the right shoes, which shorts?
I start out the door at 9:45 am - and run into my long lost son - "SON, I say, Whatcha doin? " I have to sleep" "but son, what about later tonight? Dinner here?" "Mom, I have to sleep, I dunno I am so tired" OK dear, that's what happens when you dont come home for TWO days!! (and thank goodness for cell phones!!)
His girlfriend goes back to school, so her family kinda adopted ds the last 2 days - funny, but he cooks and cleans while over there!! Go figure!!!
BACK TO ME!
So I get into Ballys, get a locker, pull off the sweats. Start my ipod... (Respect... ) and head to .... the first Sat in Jan at the gym... well, at least there is a machine that I cant name - you walk, its easy on the knees, get on that, not even 2 min later a Treadmill opens up - I jump on that!!
So... here I am... Ok, plug in my weight

sad2: ) time - I'll shoot for 45 min, that should give me 3 miles... (optomist that I am) and I'll start at 2.5 mph (it gives me a 22min mile

) (oh how I love OFF KILTER - Run Run Away) I'm going at an ok pace, So I do what I can, and up the pace, and when the interval hill hits 8.8 I scream "I CANT DO THIS" and I was listening to the Dixie Chicks at the time so I stomp off the interval... listen to the music This is the Moment - yeah it sure is isnt it... ok, I keep playing with the interval, smashing it down to 0.0 and upping the pace got up to 3.6 2 minutes... I think of Dene who lost over 100# on the Peep thread, she had a trainer, so thinking of Couch-to-5K I pull the pace down and up, watching the time (and I was barely at 1 mile!)
who doesnt love the Judds, Rockin with the Rythmm of the RAAaain... finally I hit 30 min, and I shut it down.... and I walk, and think... 15 minutes, 15 min will give me 45 min total - so ok, ok Dene's trainer would, Bob and Jillian from The Biggest Loser would, so I bump the treadmill to manual, and I hit the speed at 2.5 and I begin to jog at a very slow speed... try to maintain a rhythm (rockin to the rythmm of the rain) Shania Twain and UP and This one's for the Girls... I'm able to keep that main pace a steady movin my arms, movin my feet, and not worrying about that blasted hill part... my toes hurt, my head is sweaty, I need to blow my nose...
WTH was I THINKING? I figure maybe that first 30 min will be like the start of the Half - but, I know now, without a doubt, I will not make it to the Magic Kingdom before being swept.
The good news - I shipped a box FedEX $15 - had 22#'s -- Not sure how or touring plans will be, but I'll be happy at the BCV - of course that's another story - I cant control that as we are renting, and I'm mildly concerned we havent heard anything, no tags, no confirmation paper (we have the number, and we have his cell phone and work phone) but if I can I do stress it would seem! I posted on the event/competiton forum, and I received a few PM's that assured me they will take dh and I in their rooms... WISH Team sticks together... that made me cry!!
Also, do you know when you run on a treadmill, you can feel a nice breeze? There will not be a nice breeze come Jan 12!!
WHAT was I thinking?? Well, the WISH Team will be there, I can keep up, I just know I can keep up... and when I took the 5 min cool down, I started to realize that the vertigo was going to kick in... sure enough... slowly, slowly make my way to the locker room, get my clothes - but I start to notice the fans, the lights, grab onto the wall - the women think I'm nuts I'm sure - but they are so evenly spaced, there is no room for one more - they finally talk to me, and I'm able to get my clothes and leave!! At the counter I have to pick up my pass and the personal trainer I had a year ago recognized me, and said I can sign up for another hour of her services free - ummm I'll wait on that, I have to get to Disney and home again!!
I am so training for the August Chicago Distance Classic (CDC) I know a lot of WISH team come in for that!! Fdil said she'll run with me too!!
7 days from this moment, I will be done... one way or another, it will be over for me!!