It's hard to talk to family or friends, until recently I was the one who was the shoulder, friends and family looked at my life with a little envy. I had it all- nice house, great husband, beautiful kids in all kinds of activities, nice cars, you get the idea. I was the one who helped out those in need, financially or what ever they needed. Ever since my divorce, things have just gotten so much worse. I won't get into too much detail but it's gotten so bad that the tooth fairy couldn't even come the last time that my youngest DD lost a tooth. Lost my house, now I'm renting an apartment, kids had to be pulled from most activities, had to drop out of school before I was able to complete my BA, the icing on the cake was totaling my car. My credit has taken a tremendous hit so I can't even get approved for a loan to get a new one! So not only am I dealing with the stress from everything else- I have no vehicle! It's just seems like it's NEVER going to get any better!