outstandinfarmer
<font color=navy>I am not a farmer, but I do live
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SO, after a friend suggested to me that I may have a thyroid problem, I did some research on it. I looked up the symptoms and saw that EVERY SINGLE SYMPTOM I HAD TERRIBLY!!!!!! I made a doctor's appointment and they found that I had a severe thyroid problem. I am now waiting to get into a endocrinologist to see what type of medication to go onto.
I guess I'm glad to find out what is the matter with me. I just felt like I was a complainer and always sick. I am so tired all the time. I put on weight REALLY fast (20 pounds in one week). Gosh, I could go on forever. I can't wait to feel better, but I'm a little fustrated. I was always a REAL good student all my life, and then all of a sudden someting changed in high school and I had no amibition. College has been terrible too. I read for an hour and I need to take a nap because I'm so exhasted. Here my family has been giving me a hard time that I have no ambition and won't finish college. (They feel bad now)
I guess I think now, if I had been fixed YEARS ago, where would I be now? I know everything will work out, and God allowed this for a reason, but I guess I'm just upset. I'm extremely smart, but I couldn't study or do homework for very long so my grades suffered. (I still graduated HS in the top 25%, but I know my GPA could have been much better)
I guess this is a little bit of a vent and also a concern. How long did it take to get better once you were on medication? Should I take a semester off and wait till I get better before I go back to school?
You know, I think of how much I put myself to lose weight too. I tried so hard and I couldn't. All I did was gain weight. I have been depressed for several years about my weight, and for the first time it's a sigh of relief to find out it wasn't my fault. For the first time in years, I woke up this morning cheerful that things were going to change. To be able to stay up all day without having to take naps. To know my life is going to change in hundreds of ways. I see a light at the end of the tunnel, and I'm thrilled because for a while, I didn't see myself going anywhere.
I guess I'm glad to find out what is the matter with me. I just felt like I was a complainer and always sick. I am so tired all the time. I put on weight REALLY fast (20 pounds in one week). Gosh, I could go on forever. I can't wait to feel better, but I'm a little fustrated. I was always a REAL good student all my life, and then all of a sudden someting changed in high school and I had no amibition. College has been terrible too. I read for an hour and I need to take a nap because I'm so exhasted. Here my family has been giving me a hard time that I have no ambition and won't finish college. (They feel bad now)
I guess I think now, if I had been fixed YEARS ago, where would I be now? I know everything will work out, and God allowed this for a reason, but I guess I'm just upset. I'm extremely smart, but I couldn't study or do homework for very long so my grades suffered. (I still graduated HS in the top 25%, but I know my GPA could have been much better)
I guess this is a little bit of a vent and also a concern. How long did it take to get better once you were on medication? Should I take a semester off and wait till I get better before I go back to school?
You know, I think of how much I put myself to lose weight too. I tried so hard and I couldn't. All I did was gain weight. I have been depressed for several years about my weight, and for the first time it's a sigh of relief to find out it wasn't my fault. For the first time in years, I woke up this morning cheerful that things were going to change. To be able to stay up all day without having to take naps. To know my life is going to change in hundreds of ways. I see a light at the end of the tunnel, and I'm thrilled because for a while, I didn't see myself going anywhere.