I have to figure out why I keep sabotaging myself. I'll lose 2-3 pounds, then go off track, and gain 5-6.

My weight keeps going up, up, up right now.
I made cookies last night. Sugar cookies WITH frosting!

Why??? I don't know.

I ate way too many of course. So before bed I told myself the leftover cookies were off limits!!
This morning, first thing I walk into the kitchen and what do I do? Mindlessly grab a cookie!! Just habit. I was so mad at myself. I just did it without even thinking......
After walking the twins to school, I came home, grabbed the plate of cookies, covered it with water and salt and threw them out. Then I hopped on my exercise bike and rode for 35 minutes. Now I've got my water next to me and I'm just hoping I can break this horrible cycle I've been in. I hate how much I've gained back and I don't like the way I look or feel.
Just had to vent.........
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