I already had the binge, now I could use a hug

. I hope youg guys don't mind me venting here, it definately affects my weight. As you guys know I am going through a messy divorce, and just last night HE hinted that he is going to go for full physcial custody because I am going to have to work full time through Spring and Summer, then return to school/work part time in the fall. I have been a stay at home mom for 8 years, homeschooling my oldest DD the last 3, untill we put her in school at Halloween. My little DD goes to the same Montessori preschool that the oldest went to from 9am to 12pm. I have signed up the oldest DD for the afterschool program, and have hired one of the teachers at Montessori to watch the little DD untill work is done. He won't even help out paying for those, the temp. agreement is going to mediation. Now he's talking about getting full custody so that his mom and dad (Mom carries a gun in her purse loaded with a round in the chamber and just the saftely on b/c she afraid that if she had to use it she couldn't **** it in time, Dad carries a loaded gun in a cooler with his heart pills and brags about waving it at tailgators to make them back off on the highway). Of course I have no proof of this just what I have seen and been told but of course they'll deny everything

I am so scared last night I turned to food as I didn't know how else to comfort myself. I'm trying to find a job, He is yelling at me for not having a job/not contributing, but the hours I need are hard to come by. On the weight side the lying beach says I have gained 1.5 this week alone making it an even 10 pounds since this all started, I'm hoping these will come off quick as today is the last day I have to take a really high does of meds that make you gain weight.

I'm having a really hard day today

and trying not to show the kiddos.
Monymony Congrats on being down a pound and AMEN!
Harleygirl: A New Year is upon us,

PD for your magic weight loss!
UM: I know just how you feel b/c Maddie fell from a cart at
Walmart earlier this year, not only did I feel horrid, but I got evil comments from the older woman behind me. You are a great mother, but sometimes accidents happen especially to the little squirmy ones.
Pixie: YOU CAN DO IT! You have enough time before you leave GO for it girl, back on the wagon I say
COme on ladies and gents! WE can beat this thing! The cookies and candies are eaten, and the Christmas parties are over, only the New Years party left to go and that's only one night! Stay strong!

COME ON SKINNY MINNIES WE CAN DO IT, PUT A LITTLE POWER TO IT!!!!!