OK do I get a woo hoo or a too too now??
Ok for thsoe that don't know...my name is Brigitte and I enjoy a good colon blowing!!!
I am married to soemone crazier than me....he asked to spend his life wiht me and thats proof the man is nuts!!!
I met DH on a blind date, my friends were worried I became too job focused and had 3 cats. Had a real awakening after realizing life is not what it seems. I had learned I ws unable to concieve and that was a deal breaker for my engagement. It ended and I dug my heels into work.
I never battled with weight. Other family members did and I had escaped that by being extremely active. The reason I mention the whole incident above was that is when I discovered I could eat junk to feel better. It worked I became focused on a career and accumulating stray cats it was working for me!!! My average wight at 5'5" was 125 and 130-135 winter weight!
I had swelled up to 145 my dear freinds became concerned I began avoiding children events b'days and such I was foucsing on what I could not have rather than what I could value in others. It was the power suits I think I began wearing, buddies were concerned all my wardrobe wsa looking like was a store full of suits no play clothes nothing!!!
So a dear friend made a bet and I lost so I had to go out on this date!! My DH was adorable a gentle giant tell no one big secret hes a mush!!! He made me put my work down and took me to paly on beaches , romantic dining and wonderful peace and contentment. I didn't polan on letting it go very far but he had made his mind up the night we met!!! Big lug!!!
He proposed and after me informing him on my situation he was not put off in the least!!!! I accepted. He had no problem with my weight either what a hoot!! 145 I thought was a ton!!
ok so to drag this point out I was shocked and so was Drs I was pregnant!!! I was sent to bed right away and had monitrs and all sorts of funky stuff happeing but Baby came to be!!! MY WODNERFUL DS!!! I weighed at time of delivery 252 lbs!! I was worried about 145!!!
WE learned after some time DS had some disabilties that were problematic and had to resign my job and work with PTS and OTS in home! WE would vaaction in PA and DS would do great here! SO we moved, I was glad but so sad I really love and miss New York I live in nowheresville PA!!!! I had worked hard to get to 160 after birth and packed it all back on after being stuck up on mt no where.
I have used food over the years to stuff feelings from lost preganancies that occured after my son. I tried to eat the pain away and now I am deling with me now!
After our last trip to WDW last April when I had a melt down in my hotel room over my incredible size I vowed ENOUGH!!!
I began this year at 219 lbs and hope to be in much better shape this coming April with all of guys help....ok someone get the hook and drag my blabbing mouth off this already!!!
Ok and YEs I love green goblins and love lifes miracles!! I have a motto for my life that I keep front in mind "Don't give up 5 minutes before the miracle". Just do the next right thing !!!
OK so I am now at 209 and after today back at 210. my goal for April I know is a bit too high a goal but heck I need to set the bar high or I will not jump! 159. By September 135. Ok done!
Oh and if you have s tomach bug don't look at food porn or read Melindas trip report laughing made me run again!!!
) The BRAT diet is best, as it is bland and easy on the tummy. Hope you feel better! 
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muffins this week! How sad is it that when I saw the Krusteaz there on the shelf, I am pretty sure my face lit up with delight? 
And I drink pop, just like your DBF does. 
