Depression

[jonestavern]

I have taken meds on & off for 30 yrs now. For the last 10 yrs mostly off meds, as I have never had any of them really work. I know they do work as I have seen my DSis experience a dramatic, wonderful turnaround. I can't tell you how many different pills &/or combinations I've tried & had some fine psychiatrists but no solid results. I am 'better' in that I rarely contemplate suicide, but I explain my emotions as 'flat'- I would really like to feel joy on a somewhat regular basis or at least experience 'hope' Maybe someday I 'll find a great Dr who really knows his/her meds, but for now I am just weary after decades of trying-

Jean