Retirement at 47 sounds good, but I will need to borrow the DeLorean and the flux capacitor to go back in time
All things considered I have a good life. Family is fairly healthy and what ills we have had we have been able to pay to treat so far. I've eaten today and have a roof over my head so I am doing better than much of the world. No dysentery or typhoid. Still on the green side of the side.
Would of, could of, should of will drive you nuts but that is why I get frustrated with my kids. Trying to get them to learn from my mistakes rather than make the same ones over again.