It's nearly 4am here in MS but I can't sleep..... here's why-
I was searching through some of our old threads when I found our posts from Election Night. I don't know why, but I read them. Each and every one of them, word for word, line for line. And cried just like I did that night, which stands out as the single worst night of 2008 and one of the worst in my whole life.
With 11 days to go till the Inauguration, reality is finally sinking in- it took long enough, but it has. On November 5th, January 20th seemed like ages away. Look how fast time has gone by. Election Day seems like years ago, when it really was just barely two months ago. Obama as POTUS doesn't really seem permanent till he takes the oath of office on the 20th.... and at 12:01pm EST, it will be permanent till 1/20/13. I honestly am getting scared again. I relaxed after Election Day and tried to push the pending Inauguration out of my mind, but the closer it gets to that day, the more I CAN'T get it out of my mind.
I know I'm young. This was my first presidential election. I never dreamed that the first time I voted for our nation's leader, this outcome would happen. 2008 changed me in so many ways- it made me realize that if I want change, I don't need Obama's empty promises of supposed change. I've worked political science classes into my plans in college- I plan on someday starting a political career for myself and fighting for everything that we want as conservatives. The only way we'll get anything done in our nation is if we trust in two people- God and ourselves.
If it hadn't been for three things, I would not have survived last year. I know I met you guys in October, but the time I spent with you all in the month before the election took place helped me tremendously. I was so glad to find a large group of conservatives just like me, people who shared my thoughts and ideas and opinions and didn't criticize me for what I believe in. I owe every single conservative who has ever posted on our threads a huge THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. I love every one of you very much and don't see how I'd have made it without y'all's constant love, support, and prayers.
You all know who the next person who pulled me through is. I began following the presidential campaigns in January, and out of every program I watched on TV following the presidential race, only one stood out and made me say "I agree with you 100%. Why can't everyone think this way?" That was Glenn's show on CNN, of course. I followed the race all last year through him and only him last year. It was after the elections were over and Obama was elected POTUS that my devotion to Glenn really deepened, though, strangely enough. I'm not really sure why. But I'm glad it did.
And of course, the third person who helped me was our Heavenly Father. Without my faith in Him, I would have given up a long time ago. He gives me strength when I am weak and has always pulled me safely through life's storms- I owe everything to Him.
I have this dream that in 2012, we'll elect Glenn to office (after watching Unelectable, I see that he truly is one of the few completely ELECTABLE people on the planet) with Governor Jindal as the VP. I know that's a crazy dream, but it's how I feel. I am so tired of conservatives being mocked and ridiculed. I'm so ready for us to rise to the top and take this country back- if we all work together, that will happen in 2012 beyond a shadow of a doubt. You know it and I know it.
I've wanted to post something like this for awhile now- I just never could find the heart to do so. But now, at 4:10am in my dorm room at a small college in a small town in Mississippi, I am going to post this.
THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH for being here. I have grown to love you all and this thread deeply. When I start my CM job, I can't wait to give every one of my fellow cons who comes to see me a big

and a "Thanks for being here."
I love you all, my fellow conservatives. Very very much.