PrincessSuzanne
<font color=red>Guess I will be eating crow tonigh
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Hi everyone,
I hope this doesn't upset anyone, but I am pregnant!!! This doesn't mean I am out of the woods in any way. Remember from my earlier posts, I made it all the way to 21 weeks and then my water broke. After 2 early on miscarriages, after I had gotten past the 3 months, we thought I was in the clear. So this is our 5th pregnancy, so I am asking for any prayers, chants, good thoughts you could throw my way. I will be 16 weeks on Sunday. I will start progesterone shots on Monday. I won't be out of the danger zone until I deliver a full term healthy baby. I just want to tell everyone, keep up the hope, I know we are all frustrated, lost, sad, sympathetic, but eventually I do believe one way or another we will all get our wish. I will continue to pray for all of you who are still hoping, and will keep you updated on my condition, as long as it doesn't offend anyone. I know how I felt after my 4th loss, it would kill me to see other women/friends/family getting pregnant and having babies, but I still tried to be happy for them, but I was still devastated inside. If you don't want me to post anymore, I understand, let me know, but I am still worried everyday that something will go wrong and I am not trying to stress myself out because I know it's not good for the baby or me. The really upsetting thing for me is I can't let myself get too excited. I try to almost act like I'm not pregnant so I don't get my hopes up. It's not fair, I want to scream it from the rooftops, start buying nursery furniture and baby clothes, but I can't. We haven't told anyone except my dad, brother and sis in law, and my mother in law, because if something does happen I don't want to have to keep explaining to people. The good thing is I haven't had any cramping or bleeding yet, so we are taking that as a good sign. All my other pregnancies, I bled and cramped throughout them. I just keep thinking that it just wasn't the time for us yet, that maybe now is the time. Thanks for listening!!
A Big Congratulations to you, in no way am I offended and I don't think anyone else here would be either. Please don't feel like you are offending anyone, think only happy thoughts for yourself. Do what my grandmother taught me, don't worry about what other people think. It is easier to accept a pregnancy of someone you know has been in the same boat as we are, or it is at least for me. Again Congratulations and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Sending some sticky baby dust


Suzanne
