Casey Anthony TRIAL Thread #4

[mrsksomeday]

Great pictures Kurby!! You have such a beautiful family, thanks for sharing .

 

[MaryAnnDVC]

http://www.cfnews13.com/article/news/2011/june/272093/Read-George-Anthonys-suicide-note

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Cynthia Marie,

As you get this letter, this should be no surprise that I have decided to leave the earth, because I need to be with Caylee Marie.

I cannot keep on going because it should be me that is gone from this earth, not her.

I have lived many years, I am satisfied with my decision because I have never been the man you, Lee, Casey & especially Caylee Marie deserved.

I have never been the man any of you could count on. I have always let each of you down in more ways then I could remember. I do not feel sorry for myself, I am just sorry I burden all of you the way I have.

My loss of life is meaningless.

Cynthia Marie, you have always worked the hardest, given the most to me, and I have never "thanked you."

28+ years ago, you corrected me, a man who has now found his identity in life. What I mean is, you always challenged me the right way, and I always could never live up to your expectations.

You have always been smarter, more knowledgeable & thought things thru & I love you for that.

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I cannot be strong anymore. Caylee Marie, our granddaughter, I miss her, I miss her so much. I know you do too.

You were always the one that provided for her. What did I provide?

I blame myself for her being gone! You know for months, as a matter of fact, for a year or so I brought stuff up, only to be told not to be negative.

Caylee Marie, I miss her. I miss her. I want my family back.

I sit here, falling apart, because I should have done more.

She was so close to home, why was she there? Who placed her there? Why is she gone? Why?

For months, you & I, especially you always questioned, why?

I want this to go away for Casey! What happened? Why could she not come to us? Especially you, why not Lee?

Who is involved with this stuff for Caylee?

I am going krazy [sic] because I want to

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go after these people Casey hung with prior to Caylee being gone.

That is why I got that gun. I wanted to scare these people. You know! They know more then they have stated. You cannot sugar coat, kidglove these people. They need hard knocks to get info from.

Sure that will not bring Caylee Marie back, but was Casey threatened? You know, Casey does not deserve to be where she is!

I miss her, I miss her so much. I am worried for her. Her personal safety is always on my mind.

I try to deal with so – so much, as I do you also.

I have never wanted to my family for sorrow in any way. I realize families have ups & downs, but we have suffered our share & then some.

Cynthia Marie, you have always deserved more & with me being gone, you will. I have always brought you down. You know that.

You are better off. Lee will be there for you. Mallory is such a great woman. I see how you are with her. She is a keeper, future

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daughter-in-law. I smile when I say her name.

Mallory, please take care of yourself, Lee & Cindy.

Someday you will be a great wife to Lee, and a fantastic Mom. Cindy is a great "Grammy," & will love you forever.

Getting back to why I cannot live anymore: I cannot function knowing our granddaughter is gone. Caylee Marie never had a chance to grow. I wanted to walk her to school (The 1st day). I wanted to help her in so many ways. Shoot her 1st basket. I could go on & on.

I sit here empty inside for her. For you, for us. Jose keeps calling.

Yes, you deserve more & you will have freedom to enjoy what you deserve.

I have taken what meds was given to me with alcohol & I am ready to give up.

As I can tell by my writing & thinking I am getting very stupid. Wow, what a word STUPID.

Yes, I am. Again, I do not feel sorry for myself, but yes I am STUPID. Cannot deal with stuff anymore.

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The loss of Caylee Marie. The loss of Casey. The loss of us, Cynthia Marie, the meds, I am ready.

Saying good bye, please understand it is for the best. I do not deserve life anymore. Anymore us.

You are the best, you always have been. I am sorry for all that I have done to us.

You know I never got to say good bye. I am at this place & all is getting fuzzy & my writing is all over the place.

I love you, I love you, I hope you get to see Casey soon.

All the people we met, wow the writing is getting weird, I love you,

I am sorry – I will take care of Caylee – once I get to God "Hopefully."

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I want to hold her hand again, I miss her, I will always love us, I am sorry Cynthia Marie.

I called my mom today,Sonnie, Kathy, Ruthie (I lost her #).

I am so tired, at least I shaved today, Wow - I'm tripping out, I am sorry.

I love you – Cynthia Marie.

Caylee here I come.

Lee, I am sorry.

Casey –
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The letter appeared to end there, with nothing written after "Casey."

 

[Uncle Remus]

Oh thank goodness I didn't have to go back too many pages to see the pics!
Kurby, I hope you 'n Nicole are doin' well, can't wait to hear she's home with her mom, dad 'n sister.

 

[MaryAnnDVC]

A better link to the suicide note:

http://www.cfnews13.com/article/news/2011/june/272093/Read-George-Anthonys-suicide-note

 

[Aisling]

What meds? Was he on sedatives?

 

[snapppyd]

Congrats Kurby, beautiful pics!!!

 

[diznygirl]

Thanks for the photos Kurby!! How wonderful that you were able to hold her!!!

 

[DVCLiz]

I wonder if the Hefty people wish their "Black Out Garbage Bag" ads weren't showing during this trial coverage - every time I see it all I can think is "great way to hide a body."

I've seen that commercial several times during the last few days.

 

[CurlyGirl]

What meds? Was he on sedatives?

Blood pressure meds, if I'm not mistaken.

 

[reelmom]

Kurby, Nicole and Cassandra are precious! I am so glad that you are getting to hold her and the family can see her.

 

[MaryAnnDVC]

KRYSTAL HOLLOWAY/RIVER CRUZ is going to be on Prime News with Vinnie Politan shortly, on HLN,

 

[CurlyGirl]

Re. the suicide note. It sounds like it's coming from a man who has lost everything. He writes about wanting to be with granddaughter. That doesn't come from a man who helped ditch her body or is involved in this crime.

 

[CurlyGirl]

KRYSTAL HOLLOWAY/RIVER CRUZ is going to be on Prime News with Vinnie Politan shortly, on HLN,

And he's going to ask her if George said he knew it was an accident that snowballed or he believed it was an accident that snowballed. She testified and said one first and then the other. Too bad she won't be under JBP's and attorneys scrutiny.

 

[Wadecool]

KRYSTAL HOLLOWAY/RIVER CRUZ is going to be on Prime News with Vinnie Politan shortly, on HLN,

That doesn't surprise me at all.

 

[mrsksomeday]

I know George mentioned blood pressure meds, but I think he mentioned something about different medication as well, maybe for anxiety/depression? I can't remember.

My heart breaks for George when I read that. When he wrote about wanting to hold Caylee's hand again, I can understand. I would give anything to be able to hold my Moms hand again .

 

[MaryAnnDVC]

That doesn't surprise me at all.

Hanging on to her 15 minutes of fame, and they're giving it to her. (And I'm watching. )

 

[MaryAnnDVC]

She made the first move. "It was just something that happened." "6 times"

 

[CurlyGirl]

Hanging on to her 15 minutes of fame, and they're giving it to her. (And I'm watching. )

Total media ho!

She won't answer how they became intimate except to say that she made the first move. Says it just happened. They were intimate several times, 6 times, over 2 1/2 to 3 months.

 

[PixieDust32]

She will be on CNN, Dr/ Phil, etc etc etc!! Attention W!

 

[Kurby]

Hanging on to her 15 minutes of fame, and they're giving it to her. (And I'm watching. )

You my dear, are an enabler. ok me too cause i'm watching as well.


shame on us - just hope they didn't pay her too much