Thank you so much, to all of my faithful WISH buddies. I cannot believe how generous you all are with your support and praise and encouragement. I definitely could not have made it this far without all of you. I am definitely going to dedicate my finish on this Marathon to my dear WISH friends who kept me on track all year.
I promised myself I'd get back to journaling all my food, so here goes:
B: wawa eggwhite, cheese & turkey sausage on bagel; coffee w/skim milk
L: garden salad w/ff raspberry vinegarette dressing
D: turkey w/LT & sweet peppers on whole wheat
Snacks: apple, banana
I am at work all day and trying to get everything ready for me to be gone for a week and a day. It isn't too hard to be good at work, but home is a real challenge for me. My plan is to cook some nutritious, on-plan stuff tonight when I get home and have that for meals this week.
I can really tell that cutting back on my training during taper, as well as the total lack of discipline with food is having a significant impact on me already. I could tell my favorite (formerly loose) jeans were snug on Saturday and with not feeling well yesterday or today, I am in a pair of sweatpants.
I got rid of 5 sizes worth of clothes in early December. No safety net. I MUST not gain any weight. DH bought me some gorgeous sweaters for Christmas in XL (it is much easier for him to find nicer clothes for me now that I don't need a large 3X), and I am looking forward to wearing those sweaters this week. So I CANNOT gain even a pound this week. And I really have to focus on hydrating in these final days before the marathon.
I thought a lot about how I can motivate myself on the course, especially at miles 20-22, which I understand are the killers. So, I made a list, first of all the people who I dont' want to disappoint, and second, all those I have to prove something to.
People I don't want to let down:
myself
Rhonda (my race partner)
WISH friends
People that I have to prove something to or am looking forward to bragging to:
myself
people in my office who are incredulous and a court reporter who expressed to my partner disbelief that I am doing a marathon
my doctors, especially my cardiologist, my family doctor, and my pulmonologist
My mantra for the race: pain and exhaustion are temporary, the pride of finishing is forever
I plan to be a marathon finisher in exactly 6 days from now.
I will remind myself "If you can dream it, you can achieve it"