Fairywings
Perry/Perrin
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- Apr 27, 2010
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Hope: As she ran through the woods, questions swirled around her head. The main one was: did she like Jay? He had flirted with her - okay, they had both flirted with each other, and he was a good guy. Funny, smart, talented, kind, a good listener, easy going determined - he was worth 20 of her. Oh gods - what if she liked him? Hope hurt people, she never meant to but she hurt them. She really didn't want to hurt Jay. Jay was such an amazing person, she didn't want to hurt him or break his heart. A girl like her, without a permanent home or that much money - she didn't get happy endings. And a girl like her - a monster - she would have to flee at the end of the summer, after the summer who knew when she would see him again. It would break both of their hearts. Of course, this was all assuming Jay even liked her. He shouldn't - after ll, she was a monster, a freak of nature. She was ugly, there was no beautiful part of her, she wasn't worth loving, not really. She was alone, she half believed she was destined to be alone. She didn't know what to do. Evelyn was the person she had first fought of, but oh gods, she couldn't go to Evelyn, Hope might be in love with her twin brother!