I never go out anymore. I am in school and work,and really do not see my friends much at all anymore.It is impossible to have the time or energy to get out of the house these days, I am sure you all know what I mean. My social life is nonexistant, aside from work and date night at home with the DF. Tonight an old friend is in town, and we made plans to go out for drinks tonight, and I have been looking forward to it ALL WEEK! I swapped work shifts to make it happen and picked out an outfit. I was going to get dressed up and wear makeup and earrings and SHOES.
DF is working late so it would be the perfect night to go out. BUT I woke up sick this morning. I was hoping it was nothing and would go away, but after a 2 hour nap this afternoon ( I never nap) I actually woke up worse. My stomach hurts, my throat and I think I have a fever (going to check) so now I have to stay in and cancel my plans. And hope I do not have H1N1. I know, overly dramatic, its prob just a virus. I feel like crap and I want to cry, I wanted to go out tonight. I do not want to share whatever I have with everyone else, just in case it is flu.
I am really bummed out.
I never go out and I really was looking forward to it. I guess I will clean out some tivo. Pity party starts now.

I am really bummed out.
