Thanks for the support
Lisa! I finally figured out what is making me so stressed. I'm frustrated that this thing that happened years ago around this time still upsets me, but glad that I figured out what was causing the stress. I know some strategies to combat this and will put them to work. I just finished some yoga/stretching, which I do count as exercise. I am building my endurance so I feel it counts. The guided CD (it's audio) is over 40 min. long and I today I made it to 18 minutes. I feel it in child's pose if that says anything about my physical health. I really want to restart C25K, but I can't even last 5 minutes on the treadmill or on pavement. I don't know how I walk so much in WDW. Maybe some Disney music will help.
Today was more OP than the last few days, but still terrible. I ate 3 single serve bags of potato chips, a lemon bar, some type of GF/oat-free crumble bar, and a GF brownie. Breakfast and lunch were OP, although lunch was pretty gross. I had tuna fish and I didn't add anything to it, like mayo or relish. I didn't feel satisfied and I think it was because it tasted so bad. It wasn't bland, it was truly bad.
In all my eating, everything was GF. It wasn't all lactose-free. I spend so much time worrying about gluten that I forget about lactose. I've been reading labels for milk for years and I've suddenly forgotten.

It isn't that difficult. I'm already reading the label. It shouldn't be that difficult to look for sources of gluten and sources of lactose. The chef who made my lunches when I was at training last week suggested I write up an index card listing everything I can't eat. I should probably do that for myself.
This is a bit of a vent, but it's also related to what I can't eat. There is something about taking the pill I take for hypothyroidism and eating too much soy. No one can tell me what is too much. I've also heard that only soy formula matters. I'm beginning to think any soy is too much for me. I suppose it doesn't help that when I originally got the results of my allergy testing, I was told I'm allergic to soy. They then changed their mind.

So, anyway, today I told my father not to use vegetable oil anymore because of the soy and he is 100% on board with that. Not 30 seconds later, he asks if he can add GF soy sauce to this really strange meal he cooked tonight.

I don't get it. I really don't understand it.
I'm going to be honest, I really can't remember everything I'm not supposed to eat. I better do some research because I'm pretty sure I keep forgetting a source of gluten.
I hope everyone has a great, OP day tomorrow!

for your final weigh-in!
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