Feeling much better, thanks. The talent show was great. The boys did great, sang their little hearts out. It was fun.
It's been a busy couple days and I've been trying not to spend too much time on the computer. It is nice to catch up on the thread. I'm trying to do some spring cleaning, and get the house in order for first communion in 2 weeks. I don't want to be stressing that morning. Today we went to the bakery to order a cake, and I offered Michael to buy him a cupcake and he didn't want one, and I so wanted one, but I didn't buy one just for me. He of course would have been my excuse to get one too.
Because I was sick mid week, I missed my c25k on thurs, and this morning it was rainy and cold, and I almost skipped it again, but I thought that this would be the beginning of the end, miss one day, then two, and then slowly give it up all together, so I got dressed and went out and did it in the cold and rain, and it felt so great after to be done. I know from past experience, it doesn't take long to get out of the habit of exercising, and I am determined not to do that.
Hope you're all having a nice weekend.
I'm glad to hear that the talent show went well. I know you were thinking of your Mom.
WOOHOO on getting out there and getting that exercise done! I am so very proud of you! I really am.
Yeah-- I'd forgotton how quick it is to the gates from HOJO--I think we can do better than that lol. (son and I walking)
You're staying at the HoJo?? That is where we stayed! Love that place! Don't forget, the walk feels a LOT longer in the morning when you are anxious to get there and at night when you are dead tired!!! I SWEAR the distance doubled between 7 am and midnight!!
QOTD: I would buy the Magic of Mickey Ring that the Bradford exchange is putting out! I have fallen in love with the ring! I get more excited whenever I see it!!!!! It now keeps popping up on my FB page several times a day. I may just have to save my money/tips and get it for myself!
Enjoy your day tomorrow! I'll probably be stopping in at some point in the morning and then again in the afternoon.
Where can I find this ring? I'd love to see it. Enjoy your school vacation week. Have fun with the girls.
It has been a really long week. There were too many things happening at school, I had my taxes to do, we had a huge amount of commitments and then I ended up feeling horrible. I struggle with spring allergies but it has changed into a cold of sorts with a cough that hurts my chest. After the 5K on Saturday (a real struggle when I felt like this), I ended up sleeping away most of the day yesterday and today. DH and I should have run 6 miles today but I just could not do it. Instead, I did some stretching and light exercises and then took another nap. The cough is not getting any better and I am feeling exhausted. It looks like it could be another long week.
On a positive note, I have been perfect about logging my food since Friday. I have been working hard at eating balanced, healthy meals and not using points on candy. Since I haven't felt that great, I have not eaten all my points the past 2 days...you would think that would cause me to lose weight but it hasn't. I am a bit discouraged because I seem to be stuck with my weight loss. I have been working hard at exercise, logging all my food (I even have been weighing to be sure I record the right amounts) and the scale just will not move. I guess I will be happy it is not going up.
My goal for this upcoming week is to keep on doing what I am doing and then log all my water to be sure I am getting enough each day. Have a great night everyone!
Jen
First of all... feel better!! Second of all... nice job on tracking your food so well. You WILL see results eventually! And just think of the nice habits you are reinforcing!
Well - it's almost 10 days since last I was here--and all I can say is--I'm so glad that you guys are here--I'm gonna need help to get back on track... I thought I was an emotional eater--but my emotional eating is NOTHING compared with the damage I can do with stress--and this last week+ has been full of stress--mostly stress of the unknown - and I'm a wreck. I've been in a fairly deep funk and it's compounded with TOM (which I know has decreased my ability to deal with the stress). Hopefully I should have this stress 'solved' in the next couple of weeks--will I get everything ready for the appraisal that will hopefully happen this week? Will we get a loan so we can either move or renovate this summer? Will he get a job where the rest of my family is moving? How stressful will mom's move to her new place be? ...
So I sit here, having just finished eating a HUGE brownie, knowing that I am going to have to face the scale tomorrow morning and get back on track and deal with whatever weight is staring back at me after 2 weeks of no exercise and eating just like I used to. I took away my clippie--cause I'm not sure which one I am going to get to have...
I wanted to get on here tonight to thank you all for being here and for your encouragement. I am so glad that I found this week's COWs and I'll start those tomorrow morning--I so need the minute to minute reminders that my little spreadsheet to track my weight and COWs gives me--staring at me from the bottom of my computer screen.
And, as someone said in one of the posts that I have scanned through today--it's a good time to reflect on where I was in December 2009--and how far I've come and the good habits that I can have when I actually try and remembering how good I felt healthwise and about myself when I was trying and succeeding. I still have more than 100 pounds to lose (close to not but I'm sure it's back to over 100) so this is going to be a long journey--and I'm so glad that you are here! Thanks!!

Liz
Not much to say except.....

for coming back here with us. You know what to do, now you just need to do it. Try to pop on here at least once a day for your daily dose of encouragement!! The ladies here are so helpful!
I finally am going to the doctor today. I've been really stressed lately, so I'm hoping she will say this heart rate thing is nothing to worry about.
We had opening week for our minor league baseball team this week. I ate too much junk, and worse had too much beer. I talked to dh and we're going to go alcohol free until we go to Disney in May. I don't think I was having so much that it was an issue, but I really was starting to think of having a beer as a way to de-stress. I don't want to go down that road. And when I think about it, it is really silly to workout so much and eat well (most of the time) and then drink a bunch of wasted calories. So no beer, french fries or onion rings. (They have really good fries and onion rings at the ball park.) I have worked too hard to put weight back on eating such unhealthy food.
Have a good day everyone. I'm going to strength class, and then I'll probably get on the elliptical for a little bit.
I'm glad you are finally seeing the doctor. I know this has been on your mind a lot lately. This should give you some answers and some peace of mind.
Nice job deciding to give up the beer. I know that when I recommitted to this healthier lifestyle a few years ago, beer was definitely a "favorite" of mine. But you know what.... I find now that I rarely want to give up the points/calories for it.... it just isn't worth it. I went from drinking a beer or two a week, to a beer or two a YEAR. And I almost never crave it. Occasionally when DH is having one, I might have a sip or two.... but that is usually it. If I am going to indulge in a drink these days (like on my birthday or on a special vacation) I am more apt to have a fancy "girlie" drink like a margarita. It does amaze me that people are willing to spend so many calories on liquor. I heard Bob Harper mention on BL that most people in the fitness/nutrition industry refer to liquor at "liquid fat" because it has almost as many calories per fl. oz as fat!! Makes you want to think twice about that drink, doesn't it!??
I think it's time to lay off the weight loss journey a bit. I'm stressing myself out over it. I have been the same weight for a month now. I know you would all say that's a good thing that I have maintained, but I'm kicking my butt at the gym and the only results I've gotten lately is a lot of hip pain. This week I'm just gonna cool off, not track and just walk at the gym. I need to let me hip and my mind relax a little bit. I will not go over board with the food. I lost my original 50 lbs without tracking and just following the Core Plan, so I think that's what I am gonna do.
It does sond like you need some rest time. I think you have the right idea with having an easy week at the gym and hitting the Core plan again, since that is what has worked for you in the past. Hopefully these changes will bring less stress aned some good results. I'll be thinking of you.
Well, happy Monday morning all! I am subbing for the school nurse again, so I should have some time to chat here today!
Sunday's QOTD: Well... I do usually manage to carve out a few hours for myself, at least every few weeks (depending on my work schedule) and as you all know, I usually spend that time at my scrapbooking table. That said, I do love to curl up with a cup of tea and a good book or the lastest issue of my scrapbooking magazine.
Monday's QOTD: If Mickey gave me $100, I would save it for my upcoming Mother/Son trip to WDW! Then I would buy myself some special souvenir from the trip. I have been collecting Disney Italian charms for a few years, but they are not as popular now and are harder to find. And the ones I bought in 2008 at Disney were of inferior quality and haven't lasted really well. DD has managed to find me a few nice ones on Ebay though.
I had a pretty good weekend, food wise. I did fall for the dreaded cookie dough on Saturday night, but I counted it and journaled it and will keep moving forward. I did indulge in a half a cookie last night (usually it is just the dough that tempts me) and it put me a bit over my planned points, but not too bad.
I had a fairly productive weekend. I got some errands run, groceries bought, food prepped for the upcoming weeks, some house cleaning done, laundry caught up, exercised both days, and got some scrapping done. All in all I was pretty satisfied about the weekend by bedtime last night.
I mentioned a few weeks ago about the tough time DS has been having with his skin and that we were seeing a new doctor. Well, DS was diagnosed with a bacterial skin infection (not sure what type) and has been on some pretty strong antibiotics for about a week now and the improvement in his skin is already DRAMATIC! It is SO exciting. He said to me at bedtime last night "Mom, I might be able to wear short sleeves at Disney and not be ashamed!" I was so touched.... I explained to him that he has NOTHING to be ashamed of and that he has almost NO control over this skin rash. I think he meant to say he was "embarrassed". But I feel so bad.... this has been so hard for him. I don't think that we are totally out of the woods yet, but we are definitely encouraged by this improvement.
I mentioned a few days ago that I have my dinners planned out for the next few weeks. I can't TELL you what a feeling of calm and peace that is bringing me, knowing I am going into a few really busy weeks. Tonight's dinner is essentially done, I just need to assemble the parts. Tomorrow night I planned something quick and easy (grilled cheese and tomato soup) as it is a 5:30-8 pm swim night. That way DD can eat at 4:30 pm and the men can eat later if they want. I'll just leave everything cooked and out and they can just warm it when they want it.
I made a double batch of last night's dinner and packed up the remainder for lunches for DD and myelf for this week (it is a super low calorie delicious meal that we both really like).
If anyone is looking for some new exercise clothes, DD and I found a really pretty line of Danskin stuff at
Walmart on Saturday. They have lots of pieces like running tanks with Ipod pockets, shorts, warm-up pants and jackets, t-shirts, etc. We got kind of excited and got carried away buying the stuff, so we had to take a look at it when we got home and will be returning a few pieces. Most of the pieces were around $7 - $11. I bought myself three plain hoodies... a grey and a white that are full zip, and a longer black one that is a partial zip. I bought three running tanks that I will share with DD (yellow, black, and coral) plus I bought DD a pair of black shorts with a coral inset. We were kind of excited and giddy about it. Is it silly to get so excited about exercise clothes???
Well... I'm off for now. TTYL.............................P