donac
Wife, mother, math teacher, quilter
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I need to get this off my chest this am!
First, I made a conscious decision not to run this am. My calves are sore from wearing heels, and I would have to rush. I am going to run Friday and Saturday, and maybe Sunday just b/c it's my b'day! I am going to be rushing around all day, and needed to start the day with calm. It was a wise decision, but I am trying NOT to beat myself up over it anyway.
I've mentioned this before. But there is a phenomenon going around my area where everyone is taking this stuff called Isagenix. It's a "nutritional and cleansing shake" program. 2 a day, other supplements, snacks, etc. $300 for the program for a month. Now, I have to admit I am tempted, but it stops there b/c of the money. People are having amazing results, around 30 pound loss each month for the first couple of months. I have to admit this to someone, and I know you all will understand. IT MAKES ME JEALOUS AND MAD! First, jealous b/c it's coming off so quickly for them. And mad b/c I feel like somehow, it takes away from all the hard work, sweat, willpower, and tears I've put in this year. Like what I have accomplished is somehow less "good" b/c they can do it in 2 months with this program. Those that met their goal are on the "maintenance plan", with still a shake or two a day. I don't want to be tied to that for the rest of my life. I know I have established good lifestyle habits and knowledge that will carry me through the rest of my life, and I can't help but see this as a crash diet. But they are having such great results, it is getting to me!
On a positive note, I've lost all but 3 pounds of the big gain from the weekend.Today is going to be wild - School, department chair meeting, gymnastics, funeral home, drop Sophie off at MIL and FIL. The yard sale starts up early tomorrow am, so DH and Sophie are going to spend the night there so she can sleep in! Mom needs to go be with her sister, so Sophie may have to come to school at some point in the afternoon, not sure how that will play out. Mom will probably just keep her, it just depends on what my aunt needs mom to do. I am looking at leaving at 7, and getting home somewhere around 10. See why I made the decision to start the day with calm?
I feel so much more able to tackle the world after posting! Processing and venting is good for the soul! Sorry for my novels, have a great day!
Taryn
Taryn, I make a lot of people nervous when I mention what I teach. I am at times hesitant to tell people what I do teach. I usually do because I am very proud of what I do. I know not everyone could do it or would want to. It is a job that after 33 years I still love it. Amazing isn't it?
I am sorry to hear about your cousin but I also understand why you may not be feeling too sorry. I have too many cousins to count and I don't even know all my dh's cousins. When there is a distance you feel bad but it does not touch you as much as you think it should.
I know you are very worried about your mom. She is lucky to have you and the kids so close that you are over there often. I hope it gets better. Good luck
Good morning LOSERS!
Just finished a mile on the elliptical! Watching Camp Rock 2 on demand with DD1. She's been awake since 1:30 this morning! She occasionally has an issue with sleeping. I promised her I would get up and watch the movie with her while she and I worked out. She did free step for about 25 minutes.
DD2 seems to be much better. She only ate Saltines for supper but we'll continue to slowly add food back to her diet. The girls have to go to work with me this morning for awhile and then DD1 has a friend coming over. I'm supposed to work tonight and hoping my client will show up this time! I'll probably do Bob's strength workout later this morning or after work and hopefully squeeze in a WATP at some point.
Drinking my first bottle of water. I did increase my fluids yesterday so I will do more today.
Back to the movie!
Glad that your daughter is feeling better. Last night was the first night I ate dinner since Sunday.
Off to a day of inservice. I need books but they are locked in a cabinet and the CAN"T find the keys. They are special locks so they don't want to cut them off if they can avoid it. They will tomorrow if the lock guy doesn't make it to the building. Today is lookiing at test scores and it is going to be very boring. Kids don't come in until Tuesday I wish it was today like dh's school.
Have a great day everyone.