Sorry to drop here and rant a bit. I have truly missed my friends here. I think of all of you often. I hope your summers are going well and are drama-free (although I'm sure they are not!). I'll try to make time over the weekend to do some catching up with you all here.
Pamela - I've thought of you often this week! I miss you when you are not around, but I understand completely. So sorry about the cat. What a wonderful person you are for caring, though. Hope the furnace is back in working condition, and DD is completely mended. Understand about the humidity, it got me yesterday and turned a 5M run into 3 miles in a hurry! Sounds like you are doing well exercising, though. Good luck at getting to where you want to be before the big lake vacation! I had to

at the drama free. I had a page epistle on drama the other day. But it's all good! Stop in when you can!
I had a good day yesterday. Interview seemed to go okay, and I should hear next week.
You really did have a lot of positives for the week. Lots to be happy about. Good plan on getting the good stuff in the house! Have I said thanks lately for being weight keeper? It's amazing what you do, and we couldn't do it without you. One of your positives should be that you are an integral part of these challenges, thereby helping lots of people towards a healthier life!
Tomorrow is our long run--going for 10 miles. We're getting up at 5:30 to try to avoid some of the heat, so no adult beverages tonight. "Our assumptions about what we can and cannot do, hold us back more than anything else."
I also pointed out that Disney is my happy place, and I was not going to do drama there. I read the whole thing to Mike, and he said I was way more gracious than he thought I would or should be. I miss my sisters and would love to see them, but we all have so much baggage from how horribly we were treated. I guess I just get so sad, because I tried so hard to be good to my youngest sister, yet she still won't talk to me.
Not sure what time zone you are in, but it's almost 6 here, so you might be running. Good luck, it's already close to 80 here with 95% humidity. Sounds like you prepared physically, just take it slow. Thanks for the quote. I remember about 4 months ago telling a friend that my ideal weight is in the 145-150 range, and I just didn't think I could get there. Well, I'm not yet, but only 12 lbs from 150. I'm going to assume that I can!
As for the sister stuff - you have all had sooo much to deal with. There is no wonder there is tension there. As a baby of the family, I know there are a lot of characteristics of immaturity and selfishnes that I have to fight. Maybe one day she will come around, but ultimately, that is her decision. I think you were dead on with saying that if she comes, THEY will need to figure out another room and split the cost, maybe that will be the "drama" room, and you can be in your happy place. In the end, you have to make your decisions that GIVE YOU PEACE, and let the chips fall where they fall. You are so strong now, don't let this get you to an unhappy place. And finally,


, as I know how hard this has to be for you. And remember what Eleanor Roosevelt said, "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Don't give her, your mom, or your other sister's permission to beat you down.
I am up 7.5 pounds. Granted, I supposedly lost 7.5+ pounds overnight a few weeks ago, so I don't know. I am also going to commit to drinking more water throughout the day instead of drinking lots of it at once.

hon. I think the sodium increase may be catching up? Or definitely the scale. Especially since it is telling you weird things a couple of weeks in a row. Do you weigh daily? Is the jump all at once? I think drinking water throughout the day would also help! Whatever the reason, stick to making the best choices you can, regardless of what the scale says, and you will have rewards, I promise!
Taryn--FWIW, I think the occasional low cal day is ok, but I try to avoid doing it more than a day in a row. I also try to avoid it on the day before a run or hard exercise. I don't want dinner tonight, but I'm going to eat, because I want to have a good run in the morning. I have found that too few calories stalls my weight loss, and I feel cruddy.
Thanks for taking the time to answer. Spark has been giving me a message about my exercise being more and to edit it, that too big of calorie deficit will hurt my weight loss goals, and I have read about the "starvation mode" thing, but the weirdest thing is that when I am in my 1200-1500 calorie range, I seem to either not lose or gain, but if I stick to 1000-1100, I lose. I'm not sure what my body thinks anymore. But thanks for the BTDT, I think I need to remember that running is something that your body has to be prepared for, with fuel and sleep, and if I want to be successful with it, I have to fuel it.
Good night friends! I need to go clean up my bedroom and also try on my new bras that arrived today! I think I'm still waiting on one more to arrive! It'll be good to get rid of all the old ones that fit funny!
Isn't it amazing that as our bodies change, we need all sorts of new stuff!
tonight I ate a cheese steak and onion rings.:
Know what you mean girl, know what you mean.
I just don't get it!!!!! My weight once again did not budge. This week i have not had more than 1100 calories a day and i have ran 3km 3 times and walked 4 km 3 times, I drink water..........what gives?????
Just throwing this out there. Have you tried actually upping your calories? Rose and I were just talking about this, but maybe 1100 is too little for your body, and it's holding on to everything for fear it won't get enough? Can you tell a difference in your clothes? Maybe it's a change from fat to muscle, which won't show on the scale?
Morning everyone. Class last night was a waste of time. We presented our powerpoints, it took 3 hours! Hello? We didn't really learn much. She should have had us do these in groups so the presentations wouldn't take as long. How many different ways can you say "families need to be involved, read to your kids, etc.??"
Well, the trend of eating all day continued. Granted, I had made GREAT choices, and was sitting at 1000 calories when I got home. I think I ate half a watermelon yesterday.

BUT I mentioned to DH that I was hungry and that some buffalo wings sounded good. I was in the mood for spicy! It was 9pm, so I was just talking. Called mom to chat, and he disappeared. 15 minutes later he comes in the door with cheesy bread, buffalo wings, and fried wontons??????????
Where's that screwdriver? I ended up eating 4 buffalo wings, 2 small pieces of cheesy bread, and a wonton. Not terribly bad, and would have been fine, actually, about 5 hours before and I had planned for it!........ NOT AT 9:30 at night!
I am really going to have to watch myself this week. Can you tell I have PMS??

My REALISTIC goal for the week is actually only a 1 lb loss, after a big one last week and TOM arriving. Of course, I would love a 3lb loss

If I don't watch, I'll have a gain.
Off to work on my class stuff, do a little 30 days Shred, shower, and class.
Have a great day everyone. Remember that feeling on Monday am when you've overdone the weekend before you eat. Yesterday's success and not so great choices are done, regardless, make today count. Is the food worth it? An overindulged child turns into a brat, an overindulged body turns into fat!
Taryn