Beth's Journal-Bring It!

[pearlieq]

Just checking in to see how you're doing. Take care of yourself--hopefully this crazy rollercoaster stops soon!

 

[Strings]

Hi guys,

Bet you thought I fell off the fce of the Earth. I am hanging in there. I was VERY OFF program this weekend, but I m doing well today. One day at a time.

This weekend was great. Katie did wonderfully. She was the only one who did the ENTIRE dance. Even the 6 year olds had forgotten parts. They were adorable, and the production was impressive. Both Katie's teacher and the company director said Katie is one of the most talented younger students. I love this company because they don't pressure the girls about their weight. I was alking to one of the Mom's, and she was going on and on about how supportive the teachers have been about her daughter's weight. She was ready to drop out thinking she was too fat, and they convinced her that she was talented, and should continue.

I worked midnights last night, and I work tonight and tomorrow. I did make it to the Y today. I did 3 weight circuits and 60 minutes on the glider. I doubt I;ll make it tomorrow, bur I will definately get ther on Wednesday. I will be catching up on journals over the next couple of days.

Sorry, I can't stick around tonight, but I have to get camp stuff together and get a couple of things together. I'll check in tomorrow.
Beth

 

[toystoryduo]

Hi Beth!

Congrats to Katie on her dance recital! Sounds like she did a wonderful job! Yeah Katie!

I hope you get a chance to relax soon! You sound super busy!

Take good care of you, Beth!

 

[DoeWDW]

It looks like the whirlwind life continues for you, dear Beth. I truly hope that with school's end and the dance recital behind you, you can find some time to just be. This time of year is just so hectic, isn't it???

You are doing such a nice thing by going to your FIL's function. If Katie wants to dance, then I say let her enjoy the spotlight.

Speaking of dancing, it sounds like Katie did a wonderful job at the recital! Kudos to you, Mom, for finding a dance studio that is supportive of the kids and their abilities!

I'm sending good thoughts and a your way and am hoping that this post finds you rested and refreshed.

 

[septbride2002]

Beth how did things go with PG this weekend?

~Amanda

 

[Strings]

Hi All,

I did ok today. I managed to get some sleep today. I did no exercise, but have been OP today. I head to work in 30 minutes. I hope to get to more journals tomorrow.

Amanda, the party/reception is this coming Saturday. Katie will sing a Korean song and wear a traditional Korean costume.

Ok, I can hit a couple od journals,
Beth

 

[lulu201]

Hey, Beth. Congrats on staying OP yesterday! Wanna do it again today? If you will, I will!

Thanks for your encouraging post in my journal. Where would I be without you? We've been through a lot together the last couple of years, but one thing we know for certain--we're always going to get up and keep on trying. We'll never quit. We won't let each other!

Have a good day and get some rest today if you can.

Erin

 

[septbride2002]

Oh Katie will look so precious! Be sure to take lots and lots of pictures!

~Amanda

 

[toystoryduo]

Hi Beth,

I hope you have a wonderful day today! Congratulations on being OP yesterday!

Take care!

 

[DoeWDW]

Beth, I hope you get a chance for a well-deserved nap today!

I'm sending peaceful thoughts your way.

Love ya,

 

[LAinSEA]

Beth:

I wish you extreme patience,
grace under pressure,
and the ability to take a deep breath and count to 90 for your event this Saturday.

May Katie be the star of the show! and no trouble come your way.

-Laurie

 

[DoeWDW]

Laurie said it so beautifully, dear Beth.

Best wishes for a weekend filled with blessings.

Know that you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers for a good outcome Saturday evening.

 

[toystoryduo]

Laurie and Doreen have said what I am thinking so well.....

Please know that you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers this weekend. I pray that everything goes smoothly for you.

 

[plutosmyfav]

Hi Beth,

Here's for brighter days ahead. I hope things settle down for you and you can get back OP. Rest when you can!

Sunny

 

[keenercam]

Beth -- Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you. I hope the event tomorrow night is absolutely wonderful. I am sure Katie will shine and take your mind of all the tension with what's-her-name.
God bless, sweetie. Take care of you. Know that we are all here thinking of you, sending pixie dust and prayers, and hoping that everything is bearable, if not absolutely enjoyable.

 

[pearlieq]

Thinking of you and sending your way. I hope tomorrow is a positive experience.

 

[lulu201]

Hey, Beth. Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you tonight. You're once classy lady.

Hugs to you, honey--
Erin

 

[DoeWDW]

Beth, I hope all went well last evening. With that tension behind you, I hope you can have a truly relaxing day today.

 

[Strings]

Hi guys,

I'm sorry that I haven't been around. I ended up having a migraine that I just coudn't get rid of. Won ended up taking me to the ER after 48 hours. He was convinced I was bursting an aneurysm or had a tumor. No tumor. I think the main component was tension about yesterday's ceremony.

There was no bloodshed. I'll be truthful and say that I really wanted her to do something, so I could go off on her. Her only comment to me was that my dress was too short and an embarrassment. I counted to about 300 and bit my tongue. BTW, my dress hit my knee. The only iffy part was when they wanted us to show our respect by prostrating ourselves in front of FIL. On our knees with head to the floor. Sorry, not going to do it. Katie and I did a quick bow. caused some murmuring,but I could care less. Katie was great at the song, and behaved very well. This is amazing because it was a typical awards ceremony, but in Korean. There was a slide show, your life in review thing. Hmm...not a picture of me in the whole thing. Picture of Won's cousin's wedding pictures, none of his oldest son's. I wonder if any of the Koreans picked up on it. My mom and I were completely ignored. Ok by me. We left at 945.

I am feeling calmer now. This week has been a carbfest. All I at for 3 days was cereal and pb toast. Lots of coffee. Last night I ate chopchey and fruit. Everything else was SPICY. My weight is way up, but I won't get on the scale until Friday. No exercise, but walking Pez.

The plan s to restart induction tomorrow. How many times have I said that in the last 6 months? I just have to keep trying.
OFF TO HIT JOURNALS...
Beth

Ok guys, I need some advice. I have $89 a night at POR. Not my favorite resort. I had planned on switching the reservation to CSR on an AP rate if oe is available. I figure with the DDE card, the extra $200 is made up. Would ou get an AP now, and plunk down the NONREFUNDABLE deposit in hopes for a rate at CSR, or would you just stick with POR. Thanks.

Off to work...

 

[LAinSEA]

Beth:

Migraines are simply no fun...I don't get them often, but when I get one, I just cry. And it hurts to cry too! Dark, quiet, cool damp washrags...and time, I think are the only true solutions (and that migraine medication that makes the whole world fuzzy around the edges...but I can't remember what it is called.)

I don't think I could prostrate myself in front of anyone, including the Queen of England herself! (And I did get the opportunity to stand in a receiving line and shake her hand when she visited the Univ. of Washington when I was in college.) So I think you out did yourself with a bow. Katie must have been absolutely adorable with performance. Won will have to deal with the pictures...or lack thereof. Why do people, especially family, have to be so mean?

I think once you get past the stress of last week your cravings for carbs will probably diminish as well. I know I crave comfort food - pasta especially when I'm stressed out. We can go back on induction together!

-Laurie