Anyways - we had dinner and the neighbor boy went home... then Josh was on the phone with his step-mom, then his dad called... It was kind of hard to find the right moment to talk to him- but we did.
All of us sat on the swing together (including MM...

) and Alli started off with "So Dad.... We were thinking.... We all really want to go to Disney again...." Followed by a big long 10 minute silence... Then Allison followed up with a high 5 for V and I - because no answer = Yes?

Well, not quite... Josh told the girls to "go away"... Uh-oh...

Once they were gone, I reassured him that is was't just me... I promise!
So, this followed with a big long discussion about how the girls and I enjoy doing this together, and we have a lot of fun. Josh understands.

And he compared it to his fishing/hunting trips.

But at the same time, he really wants to do family trips with all of us together. We were supposed to go to South Dakota this summer - but we never made it, we just ran out of time. And this is a trip that he really wants to take together. He also wants to take the girls to D.C. - And I would LOVE to go there too. I also begged him to go to Disney with us again - but he refuses - it's getting to the point where he detests Disney.

I asked him if he would come if we did a cruise/WDW and just came down for the cruise portion... That was a firm "no" too.

Most of it is because he wants the girls and I to experience other places, and he feel like we are always "doing Disney" so we don't know what else is out there, I explained to him last night, it's like no other place... Yes, we can go to SD and D.C. and those are vacations, but I can't go there and set my worries aside, at Disney I get to be the child too. I think he understood that.
So, in the end, the girls and I got "Official permission" to plan another trip to Disney... With 2 conditions... I also have to plan 2 other trips over the next 2 summers - one to SD and one to D.C. Then - we also have to get a code of some sort... No code = no trip. On the plus side, if we don't get a code for Spring Break, we do have permission to go at another time, when there is a code.
Josh truly understands that we only have a few years with our girls left at home. But both of us understand that we will have lots of time to travel once the girls "grow up" - and there are many other places we want to see. The sad part, is once the girls leave the nest, I will have no one to go to Disney with anymore.
Josh also understands that I didn't have much of a childhood growing up - so Disney is that place I can go to relive the way it should have been. And even though it doesn't hold the same appeal to him, I think he finally sees why it does for me.
So, the official count down is on, and I have a ticker!
D~