As a teen...

sadly, the thing i worry most about is being away from my boyfriend.
well, i don't really WORRY about that i suppose, i just stress over it.
(there's a difference, i'm not WORRIED about him or anything, it's just stressful to be away from each other)

i worry about my career in the future sometimes/
just because i've ALWAYS wanted to get into acting, but lately i've been thinking it's too ambitious or not realistic, but i don't want to give up on my dream.
So I suppose I worry most about that.
 
Failing. Not being succesful. That's my #1 biggest fear.
My future also. I worry about it constantly.
 

...


World Peace


My history teacher nick-named me "Ghandi"
because whenever we talk about war I get really...well...erm..Touchy.


For example :

We had to write a paragraph on this question "In war time is it EVER okay to kill a pedestrian"


I ended up writing an entire essay on how we shouldnt be in war anyways how it all started with one gun shot and led to millions of people dying and.. I cant take it.

Another example :

We were watching a movie about warfare in trenches...and..during the film there was footage of how people got mentally scared of the trenches and the bomb explosions that the rest of their life their heads were bobbing and they hide from being mentally scared when nothing is going on.


It made me


cry...



Im sorry I cannot take it anylonger someday when I grow up, I will just run away from this place and completely live off love, freedom, and happiness

The way it should be
 
Right now I'm being worried about college lol..which I really shouldn't be
 
I ended up writing an entire essay on how we shouldnt be in war anyways how it all started with one gun shot and led to millions of people dying and.. I cant take it.

Didn't mean to change the subject but...one gun shot?

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The thing I'm most worried about it graduating before February 1st. It's my goal (well not really graduating but finishing all my courses) but I keep worrying if it's realistic or not. Inside I know I can do it, but I worry if I'll have enough motivation.

Then I worry about college. I'll be younger than everyone, and terrified. I won't know my way around, what if I'm late?, I'm not talkative so I probably won't make any friends, etc etc I could go on forever.

And I worry about when I'm going to start. If I'll take the summer starter classes or just start in the fall. Starter classes would be really helpful in helping me make the transition from high school to college. But I could just work through the summer instead...

:headache:
 
Kinda OT.

Another example :

We were watching a movie about warfare in trenches...and..during the film there was footage of how people got mentally scared of the trenches and the bomb explosions that the rest of their life their heads were bobbing and they hide from being mentally scared when nothing is going on.

We are talking about this right now in our history class. =( It's horrible.
Part of our assignment was to pretend like we were a soldier fighting and write a letter home talking about what it was like being in the trenches. How they stacked bodies ontop of each other and so many died.
Mine was rather sad but I completely forgot to talk about the shell shock (I believe that's what it's called.) I think I'm going to go back and write some of it in there.

But anyways...
I'm so worried about college. I've been a complete mess lately trying to figure out what I really want to do. I'm only a freshman and I still have 3 and 1/2 years until I even reach that point.
School has been stressing me out and I'm trying to do every organization because it's fun and it'll look nice.
Also with getting a job. I feel like I really need a job now, and I can't get one until I'm 16.
 
Um as a teenager...i guess my future.
as me...my family and how I am going to fix everything around me. (I would go into detail but I don't feel like thinking and crying right now)
 
I worry about getting into the right college so that I can finally become educated so that I can get into grad school so that I can get a good job so that I can make lots of money so that I can finally be happy some day.

Okay, not really.

I worry about my grades. I worry about my sister. I worry about her grades. I worry about who's going to become the next president. I worry about whether that president will get us out of Iraq. I worry about whether I'll finally be able to write my overdue paper. I worry about money. I worry that America has dug itself too deep. I worry about wasting so much time worrying that I never actually do anything.
 
There are many things that I am worried about. For one, college, its so expensive and how do I know that I will choose the right major.
Also, girls, and will I be teased today and will I care. The thing I'm most worried about, is haveing to be strong for most of my family. My dad lost his job about a year ago and still hasnt found a perminant job yet and monitary wise, we are kinda "pinching". Its kinda hard, because my work has been cutting down my hours by alot, I work about 6 hours a week and I have to pay a $25 rent and most of the activities I want to do for school. Its alot of money, and a smaller paycheck. Its just... hard.
 
The thing I worry about most is getting good grades in my classes to get accepted into a good college where I'll get a good education so I can be successful in life as an adult. Yup. No ever told me that being a teenager was this worry-some. 2 more years of high school, that's it. Than you're off in the big world and life really begins. Its a nerve racking thought. :scared:
 
Messing up at dance comps or at try out for big dance teams there just so much presure and everyone expect me to become the next big star that i stress out lots like last night i came in 5th on my solo and many were expecting me to come in first but i fell during my solo and then we came in 4th on team and i dont do well after pressure thats the time i norrmally mess up is when i'm under lots of pressure so my dancing
 
My future/college. I'm worried that my grades won't be good enough for the colleges I want to get into even I though I have straight A's, or I'll totally bomb the ACT/SAT. The majority of my friends are going to college here, and they're all going to be pharmacists or something. I want to go to NYU and write. Everyone thinks I'm insane for leaving our little hicktown for NYC, and that I won't have a solid career/income as a writer, which is making me rethink my decision, and ugh... i just don't know.
 
I worry about what I'm going to do when I leave college - I'm clueless at the moment and I finish my course in June!
 
right now?
exams. all exam stuff.

when exams are not going on?
ehhh.
other people. they're so unpredictable and i haven't had the best experience with some of them, and it's made me really really worried that one little thing that i do wrong will make them start running.
 
That I won't find something to be passionate about.
That I won't get the most out of my teen years, just spending most of them at home whining.
 


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