Bluestaryhat. You sound just like me. 1st time I sat there for 2 days diung nothing but afraid of being called. Next time I got called for questioning. Part of me just wanted to see how far a coukd make it. But anxiety set in. I thought my heart was going to come through my chest. The judge asked about anxieties and I just couldn’t any more. He called me up said I didn’t look to good so sent me back. This last time I played it smart and messaged my general dr. She knows how I am and gave me the letter to get me out of it. I was so relived.