Thanks Amy: I do let my kids log on but they have only a couple of sights they can check out, namely Disneychannel and some sports websites for my son. This kid is kinda strange but he is very sweet at times too. I did see Supersize Me. Didn't make much of an impact unfortunately, my addiction to food and the reasons behind it are so strong and so long in the making its a tough road. But I have cut it way down. I used to eat fast food as much as seven times a week. I know all the facts, kind of like an alcoholic who sees a fried liver on tv but can't stop. I guess thats how I used to weigh 250 pounds! I am trying but its a long, painful road. Sometimes I just plain miss the comfort and zone out feeling I get from overeating. I've been doing it since I was seven. Sad but true, can you believe how nutty I am with food?
Tracy: Thanks so much, that kid does enjoy stirring things up. As my son said: "too much drama to keep up with"! But they can have a lot of fun. Part of the problem is that this kid and my son are both sort of OCD. Too much alike I guess! Your departure day is coming, how excited are you! Where all are you guys going, eating, doing etc at WDW? Are you doing other stuff like Sea World too?
Anna: I did survive Thanksgiving pretty well. Gives me hope for Christmas. I know I won't lose this next month but if I can continue to maintain, I'm happy! How is sunny southern Cal you rat, its 20 freaking degrees here and snowing right now!
So today I cooked, and cooked and cooked. Christmas Eve dinner is in my freezer. Unfortunately, I sampled too much. I baked Spritz cookies and ate six of them. Now these are tiny little cookies, about the size of an animal cracker but pure butter. I can only imagine

. Oh well, I bagged them and then wrapped them in tons of foil. It would take a lot of effort to get to them now! I did have a healthy dinner however. I also got 60 minutes on the treadmill. I need to do 155 minutes in the next two days.

. Hey, you never know! Right now I am just proud that I have stuck with exercise for the most part through the beginning into the middle of the holiday season. I will sign up for December's challenge, again, knowing I may not make it but it motivates me!
I weighed today, I was down 2 pounds. Two pounds in just under two months. Wow, at this rate I might make my goal by the year 2010! But I am down 30 pounds from a year ago and I am going to concentrate on what I have done, not what I haven't. Of course I haven't gained this year so maybe I should concentrate on what I haven't done after all! I am really ready for a new year and to really hit this hard again. I know I can do it and I am not giving up or gaining this weight back.
Thanks for reading. I need to get to journals but I am so dead tired I may wait until tomorrow.