Thank you Anna and Dianna (that sounds very catchy!) and Tracey!
This weekend has been okay food wise. But not great and I didn't exercise AGAIN. I really cannot put my finger on what is wrong with me. For seven straight weeks, I did well, was focused and just so motivated. Then boom, I get my 30 pound star and just have felt blah ever since.
My schedule has been wacky, busy and off kilter for two weeks and that has not helped. My mom has been in one of her off periods and that has not helped. The weather has been yucky and that has not helped. But in the end I am just puzzled and a bit disgusted with myself. I mean I have held it together pretty well all things considered and yet I am still bummed. Oh and then there's my hormonal problems. I literally have had pms for about four solid weeks, no TOM has shown up and I feel bloated, weepy and just strange all the time. So hey, that hasn't helped either!
Today I have been on disboards all day. I have a sore throat and stuffy nose and have obvioulsy gotten the viral crud everyone I know but me has had in the past few weeks. I have also been crunching numbers on whether we add the
DDP to our October trip. I don't want to in some ways because I know eating like a pig for 10 days just before the holidays is not a good thing. Dh is iffy, he alwyas likes to save money but loves to eat. And my two foodie kids are desparately wanting to go back to WDW and eat steak, salmon and all that good stuff without me telling them "no its too expensive". So I have felt like crap and wasted a whole day on disboards and still no decision! I have two weeks before I make my ADR's so I have more time to stress and wonder.
Oh and I managed to really irritate some lady on one thread, she really let me have it! Poor woman probably thinks I am an idiot female dog, if she only knew! Sometimes threads really get weird and then I figure who needs the aggravation! If I hadn't spent so much time wasting time that lady wouldn't be aggravated with me!
Today's food:
Breakfast: All bran with walnuts and skim: 4
Lunch: Taco Bell Mexican Pizza 12, taco 4
Dinner: Squash soup 1
Total: 21, five points under but dont' feel like eating anything else.
I really hope I sort of get back into my groove very soon. And I really hope my hormones either settle down or explode once and for all and then leave me alone for awhile!
I also just realized another reason this week may have been off. I can't go to WW on Wednesday for my usual meeting. Ds has a field trip and I volunteered to drive and its right smack dab during my normal weigh in time. I really just need to go to a different meeting. I am such a creature of habit, I like my leader, I sit next to the same group of ladies each week and when I can't make that one I tend to just not go at all. Very dumb. So I looked on the website and see there is another meeting on Wed., I should be able to just make it after the field trip. Maybe it will be same leader. If not, well I guess it won't kill me to have a different leader. But the real moral of the story is that my weigh ins are very important. Just knowing all week I woudln't be able to go has put me off more than I already am. So now I just need to stick with my new game plan, weigh in and get back on track. I don't want to gain another ounce back. Two pounds last week was quite enough of that for awhile!